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“I know,” she whispers, looking up at me with big, pretty eyes while we both catch our breath.
“Ya wanna stop?” I ask, and when she shakes her head back at me, I should be sent straight to hell for the relief I feel. I quickly get back to kissing her, not knowing where to put my hands. I’ve fantasized about this moment for so long, I don’t know which part of her I wanna touch first, and when I feel her reach between us and start pulling at my belt, I aid her by pulling it open and loosening my slacks.
She moves her kisses to my neck, making my cock agonizingly hard as her palm presses against it, and when I slide my hand up her thigh and under her dress, she hums into my mouth so sweetly I almost choke on desperation.
“Take me to your room.” She looks up at me. The lipstick she’s been wearing is smudged; there's fear and excitement in her eyes, and I don’t think I’ve ever seen her look so fuckin’ beautiful.
I nod as I lift her from the basin so I can carry her through the living room, toward my bedroom, and when I kick the door open, she continues to kiss me as I lower her onto the mattress.
“Erin–”
“Don’t,” she warns, shaking her head. “Please don’t stop.”
“I was gonna tell you that you're beautiful.” I take a strand of hair that's fallen loose from her ponytail and slip it through my fingers.
“Oh.” She blushes like she’s never heard it before, and I don’t care how bad a person doing this makes me, I know there's no way I could stop it now. Looking down her body, I can see how nervous she is. She's breathing fast; she’s shaking, and yet her eyes are begging for me to continue what we’ve started.
“You sure this is what you want?” I check again because she has to be sure.
“I’m sure.” She’s got tears in her eyes, tears that I wanna lick up and taste. I want to possess every inch of the woman laid out in front of me. I wanna take away all her pain and her sadness, and I’m telling myself that this is how.
“Okay.” I lower myself down her body so I’m resting on my knees, then stretching her thighs open a little wider, I pull the cotton panties she’s wearing over to one side and gently trail my tongue through her centre. I keep one of her thighs clenched tight in my hand so I can feel it tremble.
Her hands grip my hair as I continue to explore her with my tongue, and when I feel her hips start to buck against my face, I look up so I can watch her lose control.
“Luke.” She says my name so sweetly, looking down at me as if she’s scared of what comes next. I smile against her pussy like the devil himself as her breaths get heavier and her grip on me tightens.
“Luke.Luke!” She panics as she builds to the undeniable, and I keep her thighs spread wide so she can’t deny herself.
“Oh fuck!” She rides my face like it’s a bronc as she comes for me, thrashing between me and the mattress and looking completely at my mercy.
I climb back up her body, freeing my cock and shrugging my shirt off my shoulders as I let my shaft rest against her pulsing pussy.
“You got protection, darlin’?” I check, knowing after what she told Mom that she won’t be on birth control.
“No, but I’m covered,” she assures me, looking between us at where my cock is pressing against her.
“What do you mean you're covered? I thought you?—”
“Please.” She places her finger over my mouth to silence me. “We can talk about it another time, not now. I promise it’s safe. I’m on the pill.” She slides her hand down and grasps hold of my cock, causing my eyes to roll back when she starts jerking it through her fist.
“Fuck that feels good,” I tell her, gripping the sheets and trying to find some control. Way I’m feeling right now, I could easily let loose and come all over her dainty little hand.
“I want this, Luke. I know I shouldn’t, but I?—”
“It’s okay.” I take her hand and start guiding it to the place my cock needs to be. “You take what you need,” I assure her with a smile, because despite wanting to be the man who she loves and who she misses, I’m happy to be the man she needs. She lines me up with her entrance before sliding her hand up to rest on my cheek, and when she nods up at me, I place my other hand over her head and steadily ease myself inside her.
She looks up at me, staring into my soul and pushing any doubts I got to the back of my mind. All I can focus on is how goddamn perfect she looks with me inside her, and I can’t help thinking that this is the way it always should have been.
I hold myself steady when I fill her completely, allowing her to get used to how it feels, and when she offers me that shy smileagain to let me know she’s okay, I slowly start rolling my hips to give her a little more. She raises her head to kiss me, moving her tongue to the same rhythm as my hips, and I have to fist the bedsheet even tighter when she starts moaning into my mouth.
My thrusts get harder, those sweet moans get louder, and it doesn’t take long for her to come for me again. This time, I feel every pulse her body makes as she contracts around me, making it impossible for me to hold on. I come right along with her, my fingers digging into her hips as I offload inside her perfect snatch. Then, I bury my head into her neck and growl against her warm, sticky skin.
For the longest time, we lie in silence. My cock still inside her, and the air around us thick with the tension our bodies just released. I know as soon as I pull away, we’re gonna have to have some kinda conversation about what just happened, so I stay exactly how I am, holding her tight to me until we both fall asleep.
CHAPTER TEN
ERIN
