Page 47 of Search My Soul
“I asked you to come over here so we could hang out together, and your fast ass is tryna seduce me.” Soul spoke into my ear, followed by him trailing kisses down my neck.
“I can always stop,” I whispered back while helping him remove his shirt. Soul shifted so he could look me in my eyes.
“I’m about to fuck you. We can save that other shit for later.” Everything happened so fast, and before I knew it, we were butt naked on the couch as I rode his dick. Soul’s hands caressed my body as I bounced up and down.
“Damn, you cumming already. Fuck,” Soul groaned. I should have been embarrassed by how fast my body released, but I was eagerly chasing the next one. Leaning down, I sucked on his tongue while I continued to slide down his shaft. After I came for the second time, I decided to turn things up. Spinning around, I placed my hands on his knees and twerked on the tip.
“Juicy, please,” Soul pleaded. I could hear my wetness making a squishing sound, and it turned me on even more. “You want to play, but when you end up pregnant, I don’t wanna hear shit,” Soul grunted, with his hands alternating between squeezing and smacking my ass. The sting from his smacks made me even wetter as I wildly bounced in his lap. He got tired of me playing and pushed himself all the way inside of me, catching me by surprise.
“Uhhh, shit, daddy,” I moaned with my mouth hung open. My eyes rolled to the back of my head as my body ruptured with another orgasm.
“Damn, baby. You squeezing my dick so tight, you must want to give me a son.” In my sex clouded state, a little boy with my face and Soul’s personality crossed my mind.
“Oh God!” I screamed out. Soul pounded into my center. My legs shook uncontrollably as I tightened my grip on his knees.
“I’m about to nut all in this good ass pussy.”
“Cum in me, daddy,” I purred, having no concern for the consequences.
“Fuck!” The two of us exploded together with Soul’s arms wrapped around me.
“I’m telling you right now, you might want to get on birth control. I’ve never been reckless before, but now that I’ve been nutting in your pussy, I’ll never pull out again,” Soul declared. I giggled, but I realized he wasn’t laughing with me.
“I’ll make my appointment this week because I don’t think we’re ready for a baby. We’re still in our honeymoon phase.”
“We’ll be in our honeymoon phase for a long time if I have anything to do with it.” His lips brushed against the top of my head as I nestled into him. As we lay on the couch together, I couldn’t help but think about our relationship. I fell for Soul hard and fast, which wasn’t like me at all. I couldn’t even explain when or how it happened, but I was completely consumed by him.
“You’re thinking so hard, your lace is about to start lifting. What’s on your mind?” My eyes rolled before I turned to face him. Running my nails through his beard, I admired the beautiful human in front of me.
“I’m still trying to figure out how we even got here. It feels like you cast some type of spell on me.”
“I warned you that night at the club. I told you this dick was an experience,” Soul remarked.
“Whatever. That isn’t what I meant. It’s way more than sex for me. I feel this weird connection to you that I’ve never experienced with anyone else. It’s scary, you know? I’m in foreign territory, and sometimes I’m tempted to run for the hills to avoid the heartbreak that I know is coming.” Soul sat up on the couch with me, still cradled in his arms.
“Do you have any idea how much this scares me? I kill mothafuckas for sport, Juicy. I’m not someone who pretends tolive a certain lifestyle for the aesthetics. I’m a real killer. I’ve never been afraid of anything until you came into my life. I might joke and shit, but what I feel for you isn’t funny. It’s scary as fuck because I know how far I would be willing to go to keep you with me.
“I worry about whether I’m good enough or whether I can be the man you need me to be. These are things I’ve never cared about a single day in my life. You’ve opened up a part of me that I never knew existed. You can run if you want to, but don’t be surprised if you wake up chained in my basement. I hope that’s enough of an explanation for you.”
Soul leaned down to kiss my lips as if he hadn’t threatened me. The two of us ended up falling asleep, and it was some of the most peaceful sleep I’ve had.
“Y’all following her around like she’s the one who feeds you,” Soul grumbled as Rosco and Apollo followed me around the kitchen. Soul swore they were bona fide killers, but they were the sweetest babies I’ve ever met.
“You sound like a real hater. Don’t be upset because they love me,” I teased, sticking my tongue out.
“Man, whatever. They are supposed to protect the house, but how are they gonna do that if their fat asses are in here slacking on the job?” Apollo wasn’t feeling his comment, and I swear he rolled his eyes at Soul before grunting. “I don’t give a fuck how you feel. I’m the only one paying the bills in here.”
“Baby, are you arguing with a dog?” I giggled, seeing the frown line etched across his forehead.
“Hell yeah. He’s over there looking like I’m interrupting him or something. I’ll put both of y’all bougie asses outside tonight.”
“Boy, please. My babies won’t be sleeping outside. Ain’t that right, boys?” Apollo and Rosco both moved closer to me as if they understood what was being said.
“I’ll put your ass out there too. I can’t believe I’m outnumbered in my own house.”
“You know how the saying goes. If you can’t beat them, join them.”
“Fuck all that. What are you cooking, baby? It smells good as hell,” he probed, hugging me from behind. I melted in his embrace, enjoying his warmth along with the scent of his cologne.
