Josh gave me a summary of my performance review. My peers had rated me four-and-a-half overall.
‘That’s a good rating,’ Neel said. I wondered what he himself had rated me.
‘Thanks,’ I said.
‘And the bottom line,’ Josh said. ‘Your number, or your bonus for the year, is 350,000 dollars.’
My heart skipped a beat.
‘Wow,’ I blurted out, even though I didn’t intend to react.
Josh smiled.
‘That tells me you are happy. Good.’
‘Thanks,’ I said, still absorbing my gross compensation. My total base salary and bonus came up to half a million dollars.
‘Keep up the good work.’
‘I am humbled,’ I said.
‘You deserve it. Your deals made a lot of money for the group,’ Neel said.
He smiled at me. I kept a straight face.
I came back to my desk. I called my mother. She gasped at the number, especially when I converted it into rupees. My father went into shock.
‘Of course it’s all legal, dad. What are you saying? I promise it’s legal. Goldman Sachs is a reputed firm,’ I said.
‘But three crores a year?’ he said.
‘That’s your little girl,’ I said.
He laughed.
‘You want to move to a new house in Gurgaon? One of those apartments with swimming pools and gyms?’
‘No, beta. We are fine here,’ dad said.
‘If you need anything, just anything, let me know,’ I said.
‘You visit us soon,’ he said.
‘I will,’ I said. ‘Love you.’
Josh finally left Neel’s office at 6, after finishing all bonus announcements.
I knocked at Neel’s door a little later.
‘Hey, come on in,’ he said.
‘Tired?’ I said.
‘Busy day, yes,’ he said.
I sat down in front of him.
‘Happy with your number?’ he said.