A chef next to us fried a kilo of onions on full heat.
‘You went in?’ I said, aghast.
‘I pretended to be lost. Another guest in the hotel.’
‘Never do that again, okay?’
‘Sorry. We only have one more day, Radhika. I called to tell you I spoke to my parents.’
‘About what?’
‘About us. About everything we had. And the situation we are in now. I had a two-hour call.’
‘Debu, I am not exaggerating this. But my head is a big mess and might explode right now.’
My phone rang—my mother was calling.
‘I have to take this,’ I said. My mother shouted at me as soon as I picked up the call.
‘Are you mad? Where have you disappeared? Your cousins are looking for you all over the hotel.’
‘I am here only,’ I said.
‘Where?’
‘In the toilet.’
‘Why are you taking so long? Is your stomach okay? Eat carefully, don’t get loose motions on your wedding day. You need medicine?’
‘Mom, I am fine. Two minutes. Okay, bye.’
I hung up and looked at Debu.
‘You heard that?’ I said. ‘See how everyone is looking for me?’
‘I am sorry. Anyway, my parents protested a lot, but I convinced them. They want to come here.’
‘Please, Debu.’
‘I just need your decision. I am your first love, Radhika. First and only. You don’t even know this guy you are getting married to.’
I have more choices now, I wanted to tell him.
‘What do you want me to say?’ I said instead.
I tried to walk past him. He blocked me with his arm.
‘Stop this wedding. Tell your parents. I will come with you. It’s now or never.’
‘Can I,’ I said and paused, ‘can I think about this, Debu? Really? I have practice now.’
‘Yeah,’ he said and lowered his hand.
‘Thanks,’ I said.
‘I will love you until the last day of my life,’ he said from behind me.
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