Page 63 of The Midnight Order
Nearly.
When Jasper sinks a finger deep inside, I come off the bed, losing Lowell’s eyes but gripping his hand hard as I use the other to lock onto Jasper’s hair.
“Don’t stop,” I plead. “Fuck, don’t stop.”
My legs fall open wider as an orgasm pulls to the surface, feeling so close yet so far as my mouth drops open, and I hold my breath, hoping. Praying.
“Come, little lamb.”
Lowell’s soft command in my ear breaks my resolve, and my body shatters.
My scream is unending as my pussy pulses around Jasper’s fingers. He sucks my clit, and it seems to continue my orgasm until it rams into another.
Just when I think it might kill me, it’s over.
I fall back on the bed, and Lowell leans over the edge, his hand splaying on my stomach, as my breathing is erratic.
Lolling my head to the side, I stare at him.
No words pass between us, but my thanks are received.
He nods, a smirk on his face as he stands, passing Jasper and patting him on the shoulder. “Don’t beat yourself up over this, Jas. I think the girl had fun.”
I can’t help but laugh as I cover my eyes.
I feel the air shift around me and pull my arm back.
Jasper and I look at one another for a drawn-out moment before I see it.
Regret.
Cracks of remorse break through my contentment because I pleaded for what he’d done.
“I’m sorry,” I offer, my voice cracking and raspy.
“No. I am. That shouldn’t have happened.”
Every single thing I wanted to say dissipates and falls to the wayside as I cover my panties back over my slick center and reach down for my pants.
He paces the room as I get myself back in order, feeling my cum with his spit mixing between my legs as I stand.
“I’ll go,” I say, and he doesn’t respond.
When I slip into the hall, my chest is burning, and my eyes are leaking hot tears. By the time I’m in the shower in my room, I’m sobbing and not entirely sure why.
That was the best orgasm I’ve ever had, but I also know it’s unattainable ever again. Not with any mortal man.
Old me never would’ve let that happen. Shit,nowme wouldn’t either.
However, I don’t know if I can entirely blame it on venom since the kiss earlier in the day, I started.
I’m spiraling and don’t know how to stop.
I can only hope that this will all be over soon.
Because I’m no longer sure if I’m having fun.
Chapter 17
