The trip to Chicago was one example. The students would have the experience of riding on a train, staying in a hotel and exploring a large city all under the careful supervision of the staff. The school offered two or three such trips each year. By the time Dirk was ready to be on his own, he would know what it was like to travel by train or plane, rent a room, order in a restaurant, go to a museum, ask for directions and find his way home. These were experiences she couldn’t begin to give him.
“Dirk’s doing well,” Andrew said, giving the boy a thumbs-up. “He’s made a lot of friends.”
Yet another thing she couldn’t give him, she thought happily. The opportunity to interact with peers.
“I’m glad,” she said.
Andrew rose. “Stop by my office on your way out. I’ll show you Dirk’s progress report.”
“I’ll do that.”
He winked at them and left.
Darcy patted her brother’s arm. “I’m so glad you’re happy here. This is a good school.”
“I’m learning a lot,” he said. “I try real hard, Darcy. When we go to the grocery store, I can give the lady the right amount and sometimes I even know the change.” He wrinkled his nose. “But I don’t understand fractions. They’re really hard.”
She laughed. “You know what? I don’t get them, either, so it’s not just you.”
He took her hand. “What will you do tomorrow on Thanksgiving?”
“I’ll miss you.” She squeezed his fingers. “And I’ll cook a turkey.”
“Is it big?”
“Twenty-four pounds. Maybe next week I’ll make up a dish of enchiladas and bring them when I visit you.”
“I’d like that.” He leaned close. “Who will be at dinner tomorrow?”
Oh, there was a subject she wasn’t excited about. “The party is shrinking,” she complained, trying to ignore the sense of panic inside. “My friend Millie and her children won’t be there. They’re going home to spend the holiday with her family. And another couple has decided they would rather be alone.” Now it was just two other people, plus Mark. She’d been hoping for more of a crowd. “My next-door neighbor is coming. His name is Mark and he works for the sheriff’s office.”
Dirk looked impressed. “Is he nice?”
“He’s quiet,” she said, not sure she would ever use the word “nice” to describe Mark Kincaid. “He used to live in New York City. He was a detective.”
Dirk frowned. “He must know a lot of bad people. I wouldn’t like that.”
“Me, either.”
Someone at a nearby table called for her and Dirk to join them to play a game. Darcy stayed long enough to eat dinner with her brother and to admire his tidy packing job. She left shortly before eight, promising to come back after his trip so she could hear about everything.
On the drive home to Whitehorn, she played the radio and tried not to think about the following day. She was foolishly nervous at the thought of spending a couple of hours in the presence of Mark Kincaid. If only Dirk was going to be there. Not only would she enjoy spending the time with her brother, he would be a perfect buffer between herself and Mark. Of course, if Mark came to Thanksgiving while her brother was in residence, she wouldn’thavea Mark Kincaid problem. In the past five years she hadn’t met a single man who hadn’t turned tail and run when he’d found out that she was Dirk’s only relative, and therefore physically and financially responsible for him.
So there was no point in getting all hot and bothered about her new neighbor. They didn’t have a relationship and they weren’t going to have one. This, despite her attraction to the man. Besides, it wasn’t as if she even remembered how to do the whole man-woman thing.
The dark highway stretched out in front of her. Past the light of her headlights, she saw nothing but a few stars glittering in the sky. Tonight the emptiness made her feel sad and lonely. Most of the time she was able to keep busy enough not to notice that she didn’t have any close friends, let alone romantic entanglements.
It would be nice to have an understanding with someone who cared about her romantically. Or even sexually. Sometimes her body ached with longing. She hadn’t been on a real date in five years. Not that tomorrow was a date. She’d invited her neighbor over for Thanksgiving dinner. The event didn’t have any emotional significance. If she thought it did, she was only fooling herself.
* * *
Unable to think of an excuse not to come, Mark rang Darcy’s doorbell promptly at four. He’d checked his pager three times that day to make sure it was working. Unfortunately, no crime spree had occurred in the sleepy town of Whitehorn and he hadn’t been called in to work. So here he was, carrying a bottle of wine and a bouquet of flowers. He felt like an idiot.
Darcy opened the door. Her hair was its usual disarray of curls. Color stained her cheeks and she started babbling the second she saw him.
“I’m so sorry, Mark. I didn’t plan this, but I don’t know that you’re going to believe me. It’s just one of those things. Who could have guessed that the Wilsons would rather spend the day alone? Like she can even cook. Oh, but I don’t mean that in a bad way. I mean I like her and all, it’s just they’re not here. And I already told you about Millie and her kids. Then Margaret ended up getting called in to work. I mean she’s a nurse, so what could she say but yes, and Betty got a cold and feels awful. Plus she didn’t want to spread around her germs. So I couldn’t exactly force any of them, could I?”
She looked both chagrined and cautiously hopeful. Mark shivered. He’d crossed the distance between the two apartments without bothering to pull on a coat. He wore slacks and a long sleeved shirt and the temperature outside couldn’t be above twenty.