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“Fin, the answer to your questions will be that I tried it, and it didn’t do anything for me. You can go through each one and ask if you want, but that’s the truth.”
“I know. I’m just looking for the one that maybe got you the closest,” Finley replied and picked up a purple dildo that Molly had bought a few years ago.
Molly shook her head.
“This one?” Finley asked, lifting up a smaller blue one.
Molly laughed a little and replied, “That one was better than most, I think. But why are you so curious?”
“I thought we could try it with me holding it for you this time. Maybe that makes a difference.”
“Why wouldn’t you just wear it?”
“Because my harness is at home. Do you want to get dressed and go to my place?”
“We can go to your place. You’ve stayed at mine twice now. But I have a harness. It’s in there.”
“You have a–” Finley looked surprised and stood back up, rooting through the drawer filled with hundreds of dollars in sex toys. “Why do you have this if you–”
“It came with one ofthem.” Molly pointed at the ten or so toys now littering her bed. “I’ve never worn it or had anyone wear it for me.”
“Can I?” Finley asked, her eyes darker now.
“Now?”
Finley nodded and said, “We don’t have to. I can wait. I just… I didn’t know you had this, and now that I know you do, I want to use it.”
“We fell asleep last night without me getting to touch you,” Molly said.
“You touched me. I had two orgasms.”
“You know what I mean,” Molly said.
“Babe, we were exhausted. We didn’t get any sleep the night before and had a rough start to our Saturdays because of it. I needed to sleep. You made me come so hard; I could pass out.”
“I know.” Molly laughed. “I was there, watching your eyes close as you muttered something under your breath.”
“I think I said to give me five minutes, and I’d be ready for the next round.”
Molly smiled up at Finley, who was standing in her bedroom naked, holding a harness in her hands. They’d passed out on eachotherbecause Molly hadn’t been awake for more than ten minutes after Finley had gone to sleep. She had lain there and stared at the naked woman in her bed, thinking about how Finley was here, and she was hers now. They were each other’s, and that was a miracle to Molly, who could still remember watching Finley and India walk down the office hallways, smiling and laughing at one another, when Molly never understood how they worked as a couple.
Molly had woken up first and had gone to the bathroom around six in the morning. Finley had slept for another few hours, waking up only at nine when Molly had begun rubbing her back to see if she wanted breakfast. And shehadwanted breakfast. It just hadn’t been food. Finley had wanted Molly again. Molly had wanted to brush her teeth. Somehow, they had ended up with her in the bathroom, doing just that, and with Finley pulling out various toys and putting them on the bed in an attempt to learn which one had gotten Molly the closest to an orgasm.
“I don’t know, Fin,” she replied. “I thought I would wake you up by going down on you, and now, you’re standing there with a harness in your hands.”
“You were going to wake me up like that?Thatwas an option, and I ruined it?”
Molly laughed a little and said, “You didn’t ruin it. It’s still very much an option. I want to taste you, Finley. Now actually. I might not be–”
“Nope. Stop that,” Finley interrupted and dropped the harness on the bed before she climbed on top of Molly. “I’ll come, Molls. I woke up so horny and ready for you. I’ll come if you just touch me, I swear.” She hovered over Molly and leaned down to kiss her.
Molly tapped her on the ass as their kiss continued, and Finley broke it to roll onto her back. Molly was nervous. She hadn’t done this in a while, and she wasn’t sure she had ever been particularly good at it, but she was tired of letting those thoughts get in the way of what she wanted. What she really wanted right now was to make her girlfriend come with her mouth, so she kissed Finley’s neck before she moved down to the nipples that she still hadn’t tasted. When she took one in her mouth, Finley gasped, and it was clear that theywereincrediblysensitive. Molly played with the other one as she continued to suck and lick, using her teeth a bit.
“If you keep doing that, I’ll come,” Finley told her.
“I want you to come,” she replied.
“But you said you wanted to go down on me.”
