Page 33 of Life and Death
She continued through the room with her water dropper. I put my cheek against the cool, black tabletop and tried to hold on as everything seemed to get farther away, slithering down a dark tunnel. The squeals, complaints, and giggles as my classmates skewered their fingers all sounded far off in the distance. I breathed slowly in and out through my mouth.
“Beau, are you all right?” Mrs. Banner asked. Her voice was close to my head, but still far away, and it sounded alarmed.
“I already know my blood type, Mrs. Banner. I’m O negative.”
I couldn’t open my eyes.
“Are you feeling faint?”
“Yes, ma’am,” I muttered, wishing I could kick myself for not ditching when I had the chance.
“Can someone walk Beau to the nurse, please?” she called.
“I will.” Even though it was far away, I recognized McKayla’s voice.
“Can you walk?” Mrs. Banner asked me.
“Yes,” I whispered.Just let me get out of here, I thought.I’ll crawl.
I felt McKayla grab my hand—I was sure it was all sweaty and gross but I couldn’t care about that yet—and I worked to get my eyes open while she tugged me up. I just had to get out of this room before it went full dark. I stumbled toward the door while McKayla put her arm around my waist, trying to steady me. I put my arm over her shoulders, but she was too short to help my balance much. I tried to carry my own weight as much as possible.
McKayla and I lumbered slowly across campus. When we were around the edge of the cafeteria, out of sight of building four in case Mrs. Banner was watching, I stopped fighting.
“Just let me sit for a minute, please?” I asked.
McKayla breathed out a sigh of relief as I settled clumsily on the edge of the walk.
“And whatever you do, keep your hand in your pocket,” I said. Everything seemed to be swirling dizzily, even when I closed my eyes. I slumped over to one side, putting my cheek against the freezing, damp cement of the sidewalk. That helped.
“Wow, you’re green, Beau,” McKayla said nervously.
“Just gimme . . . a minute . . .”
“Beau?” a different voice called from the distance.
Oh, please no. Not this, too. Let me just be imagining that horribly familiar voice.
“What’s wrong? Is he hurt?” The voice was closer now, and it sounded strangely fierce. I squeezed my eyes shut, hoping to die. Or, at the very least, not to throw up.
McKayla sounded stressed. “I think he fainted. I don’t know what happened, he didn’t even stick his finger.”
“Beau, can you hear me?” Edythe’s voice was right by my head now, and she sounded relieved.
“No,” I groaned.
She laughed.
“I was trying to help him to the nurse,” McKayla explained, defensive. “But he wouldn’t go any farther.”
“I’ll take him,” Edythe said, the smile still in her voice. “You can go back to class.”
“What? No, I’m supposed to . . .”
And then a thin, strong arm was under both of mine, and I was on my feet without realizing how I got there. The strong arm, cold like the sidewalk,held me tight against a slim body, almost like a crutch. My eyes flippedopen in surprise, but all I could see was her tangled bronze hair against my chest. She started moving forward, and my feet fumbled trying to catch up. I expected to fall, but she somehow kept me upright. She didn’t so much as stagger when my full weight tugged us both forward.
Then again, I didn’t weigh as much as a van.
“I’m good, I swear,” I mumbled. Please, please let me not vomit on her.
