Page 59 of Life and Death
“You’re cold?” she asked, serious now. Like a doctor again.
“It’s just the Coke,” I explained, fighting another shiver.
“Don’t you have a jacket?”
“Yeah.” Automatically, I patted the empty seat next to me. “Oh—I left it in Jeremy’s car,” I realized. I shrugged, and then shivered.
Edythe started unwinding a bone-colored scarf from around her neck. I realized that I’d never once really noticed what she was wearing—not just tonight, but ever. The only thing I could remember was the black gown from my nightmare. . . . But though I hadn’t processed the particulars, I knew that in reality she always wore light colors. Like tonight—under the scarf she had on a pale gray leather jacket, cut short like motorcycle gear, and a thin white turtleneck sweater. I was pretty sure she usually kept her skin covered, which made me think of the deep V of the black dream gown again, and that was a mistake. A patch of warmth started to bloom on the side of my neck.
“Here,” she said, tossing the scarf to me.
I pushed it back. “Really, I’m fine.”
She cocked her head to the side. “The hairs on the back of your neck are standing up, Beau,” she stated. “It’s not a lady’s scarf, if that’s what’s bothering you. I stole it from Archie.”
“I don’t need it,” I insisted.
“Fine, Royal has a jacket in the trunk, I’ll be right—”
She started to move, and I reached out, trying to catch her hand, to keep her there. She evaded my grasp, folding her hands under the table, but didn’t get up.
“Don’t go,” I said softly. I knew my voice sounded too intense—she was just going out to her car, not disappearing forever—but I couldn’t make it sound normal. “I’ll wear the scarf. See?”
I grabbed the scarf from the table—it was very soft, and not at all warm, the way it should be after coming off someone’s body—and started to wrap it around my neck. I’d never worn a scarf that I could remember, so I just wound it in a circle until I ran out of fabric. At least it would cover the red on my neck. Maybe Ishouldown a scarf.
This one smelled amazing, and familiar. I realized this was a hint of the fragrance from the car. It must be her.
“Did I do it right?” I asked her. The soft knit was already warming to my skin, and it did help.
“It suits you,” she said, but then she laughed, so I guessed that meant the answer was no.
“Do you steal a lot of things from, um, Archie?”
She shrugged. “He has the best taste.”
“You never told me about your family. We ran out of time the other day.” Was it only last Thursday? It seemed like a lot longer.
She pushed the basket of breadsticks toward me.
“I’m not going into shock,” I told her.
“Humor me?” she said, and then she did the thing with the smile and the eyes that always won.
“Ugh,” I grumbled as I grabbed a breadstick.
“Good boy,” she laughed.
I just gave her a dark look as I chewed.
“I don’t know how you can be so blasé about this,” she said. “You don’t even look shaken. A normal person—” She shook her head. “But then you’re not so normal, are you?”
I shook my head and swallowed. “I’m the most normal person I know.”
“Everyone thinks that about themselves.”
“Do you think that aboutyourself?” I challenged.
She pursed her lips.
