Fucking agonizing. Now I couldn’t step foot in on a Black Hotel Group property without risking the staff knowing about my dick problems.
“What are you doing?” My voice was thick with heat.
“Showing you how I like it.”
Such a fucking tease.
For a while after I’d left for college I’d forgotten about Mae. Freshman year, I was too swept up with being the big shot starting quarterback who was able to have any girl I wanted—any time I wanted—and securing a championship ring to worry about what she was up to during her senior year.
It was only after she’d graduated and she and Scar temporarily moved to New York—Mae for modeling and Scar for culinary school—that I started keeping tabs on her again. Like I said, in high school she was gorgeous, blew everyone out of the park by a landslide, but it wasn’t until I saw pictures of her standing next to some of the most stunning women in the world that I really allowed myself to appreciate her effortless beauty.
Sure, I’d kept an eye on her over the years through Socialgram. I knew that she quit modeling right before her twenty-third birthday and shortly after started her own company. And no matter how good she looked in a photo or tabloid, I never gave myself permission to let my mind wander—well, aside from coming up with snide comments to piss her off the next time we saw each other.
I continued to watch her for a while longer as she drew her fingers in and out in a slow, steady rhythm. Watching her like this was easily one of the most erotic things I’d witnessed to date. And that was saying a lot considering that aside from my seasonal celibacy and recent erectile dysfunction issue, I’d been a bit of a playboy. Wasn’t proud of it. In fact, in recent months I hadn’t found it enjoyable at all.
A sharp inhale from Mae pulled me from my thoughts.
“Aren’t you going to join me?” she rasped.
“I’m not getting naked in your backyard.”
“You’re the one who said that if I wanted a look, all I had to do was ask.” She dropped her eyes to my growing hard on. “Now I’m asking.”
“I’m not—"
“If you’re a liar, admit it.”
“If you want to fuck me, just say that,” I countered, although the only thing I could think about was what it feels like to have her red lips wrapped around my throbbing cock.
“I don’t want to fuck you. I wantyouto fuckme.” Her tone was sultry, and the confession rolled off her tongue with ease.
My eyes squeezed shut instinctively.
Inhale. I needed to inhale.
My lungs were devoid of oxygen. My brain was no longer receiving any signals.
I stood there blank brained and breathless for a long minute before blinking away my shock. Mae reached for my wrist and waited until I gave her a small nod. Her eyes flared with heat as she grabbed my hand and placed it against her neck. I took a step forward, letting the water consume me for a beat before leaning forward and dropping my mouth against the side of her throat.
With her hand still on mine, she lowered it from her neck, skimming it across her chest before guiding it low enough to cup her boob. I squeezed instinctively, and the utterly satisfied look on her face as I pulled my mouth away from her neck was enough to send me reeling.
We stayed like that for a moment before she placed her hand over mine again, dragging it down her stomach toward her center. The prolonged anticipation was almost fucking unbearable.
“Are you sure you want this?”
Mae stared at me with a neutral expression, her chest rising and falling while the sound of water pouring around us filled the silence. She nodded, guiding my hand lower until it replaced the one she had on her clit.
Keeping her hand over mine, she guided my fingertips in slow circles, only allowing me to take over once she was so satisfied that her eyes couldn’t stay open and her head was being held up by the wall behind her. I continued keeping the pace she had set as I dropped my mouth down to the hollow of her neck.
She hummed her approval and I pressed my throbbing erection against the side of her ass cheek. Looking up, her eyes shot open, almost like she was shocked she had this much of an effect on me. Mae reached her hand over to feel me over my swim shorts and my head began to spin.
“I can’t say I’m surprised by you coming onto me like this… but why now?” I rasped against her neck.
Her words came out between moans as I curled my fingers upward, hitting that special spot that I knew would drive her wild. “I could… use something… to take the edge off… that’s all.”
“I find it hard to believe that that’s the only reason.”
“Don’t.” She looked at me with her big, seductive saucer eyes before briefly dropping her gaze to my lips then dragging it back up again. “If it wasn’t you, it would’ve been someone else.”