“I hear we have a first-time mom in the making.” The doctor smiled as another nurse walked over to them, handing them a set of sterile scrubs. “My name is Dr. Gail Stevens, and this is Dr. Roxanne Franks. She’s visiting us from Tennessee. If you don’t mind, Dr. Franks will assist me today.”
Shaking my head, I breathed through another contraction.
“Her contractions are two minutes apart, Dr. Stevens,” the nurse advised as she held my hand, while Dr. Franks walked over to the other side of my bed and smiled, brushing myhair away from my face. “Breathe, Vivian. It’s almost over. I promise.”
Dr. Stevens took a seat between my legs. “You ready to meet your baby, Momma?”
“Yes.” I tried to smile, but the pain was immense.
“I’ve got you, Vivian,” Dr. Franks encouraged. “You’ve got this. You are strong. You’ve made it this far, and the finish line is in sight. Let’s get you across it.”
The room shifted into a hush as Dr. Franks stood beside me, her eyes searching mine. Her resolve gave me the courage I needed to continue. I nodded, a wordless plea, and she began her gentle instructions. Time splintered—every second an eternity, every breath a battle between surrender and hope.
I focused on the rhythm of her voice, the steady encouragement of the nurse, the squeeze of strong, gloved hands. With every push, my world narrowed to the sound of my heartbeat, the agony and the promise interwoven. I could almost feel him beside me, whispering strength into my bones.
And then—there, in the fluorescent stillness—a new sound: raw, uncertain, but powerful enough to cut through the numbness. My baby’s cry. The nurse laughed, tears glinting in her eyes as she lifted my wailing son onto my chest. My world blurred, awash in salt and relief and a love so fierce I thought it might break me.
Through exhaustion, I caught Dr. Frank’s proud smile before she stepped away; the old doctor’s approving nod; the soft, reverent bustle as the nurses cleaned and measured, as dawn crept in pale slices through the blinds. For a moment, it didn’t matter that I was alone—because I wasn’t, not truly. I was tethered to the small little boy in my arms, to the hope we’d made together, to the fragile certainty that love endures.
I pressed a kiss to the damp crown of his tiny head and whispered a promise to the universe when my stomach contracted again, and I cried out.
“Shit!” Dr. Stevens shouted as nurses scrambled about the room. The nurse beside me quickly took my son as the pain intensified again.
“She’s hemorrhaging,” Dr. Stevens shouted, and Dr. Franks left my side to help, quickly gloving up. “I think the placenta tore, Dr. Franks. She needs an OR, stat!”
“No time. We do it here. Run and go get the anesthesiologist,” Dr. Franks ordered as she took control.
As Dr. Stevens ran from the room, the nurses moved fast to lower my bed and get me prepped and ready.
My world tilted, a sickening vertigo, as chaos unfurled in threads of panic and desperation. I heard my name shouted, the rattle of metal instruments, and the rapid-fire instructions exchanged between Dr. Stevens and Dr. Franks. My blood seemed to pool and ebb in time with my heartbeat—a weakening drum as the tide slipped away.
“Vivian, stay with us,” Dr. Franks urged, her voice no longer gentle but commanding, anchoring me in the maelstrom. Cool hands pressed to my brow, another voice murmured numbers I didn’t understand. I struggled to hold on to the sensation of my son—his warmth, the memory of his cry—as the edges of my world frayed and dimmed.
The nurses worked swiftly, their movements blurring as my vision clouded. The pain sharpened, but now it was distant, a red haze eclipsed by fear, by the sense of drifting—away from the light, away from the hope I’d just clung to. “You’re going to be okay,” someone promised, though I couldn’t tell who. I squeezed my eyes shut, reaching for the tether of love that bound me to my child, to this room, to the fragile promise that morningmight come, yet the only face that appeared in my head was his, smiling at me as everything faded into nothing.
I woke sometime later to the sun shining on my face and saw Dr. Franks standing before a baby trolley as she whispered to the small baby inside it.
“Is he okay?” I croaked out, my voice rough and dry.
Turning to face me, Dr. Franks smiled happily as she stepped to the side to reveal another trolley. “They both are. Small but healthy.”
“Two?”
Rolling the trolleys closer, she said, “A boy and a little girl. From what we can figure, because of how small she is, she was hiding behind her brother, almost as if he were protecting her.”
“Just like his father,” I whispered, then asked, “Is she okay? I mean, healthy?”
“Both are.” Dr. Franks nodded. “Like I said, she’s small, but boy is she mighty. And your little man here hates being away from her. Gonna have your hands full when little miss starts dating. I think big brother is gonna have something to say about that.” Pulling a chair to sit next to my bed, Dr. Franks sat and then sighed. “You scared me, Vivian. Thought I was gonna lose you there for a moment.”
“What happened?”
“Placenta abruption,” she stated, as if I knew what she was talking about. “After your son was born, it freed up a lot of room for your daughter, and when that happened, her placenta detached from your uterine wall. Hence the bleeding. It was touch and go for a few seconds, but I got your daughter out inless than a minute, and Dr. Stevens and I quickly stopped the bleeding.”
“But the babies are alright?”
“Yes.” Dr. Franks nodded. “And your uterus is still intact.”
I stared at the two miracle lives nestled side by side, drifting in their own quiet world behind glass. For a moment, everything else—the pain, the fear, the memory of darkness—was washed away by the fragile clarity of hope. My heart ached with the knowledge that their journey was only just beginning, and that mine, too, was irrevocably changed.