Page 21 of Wild Thoughts, Reckless Nights
I was ready!
I looked through my panty drawer and pulled out the tiniest pair of lace panties and a matching bralette. I would conceal it under my silk robe, but as soon as Ahmir closed his eyes, everything was coming off.
You know what… fuck these panties.
After that thought, I decided to just go naked under my robe. I didn’t want anything that would interfere and allow any time for hesitation on his part. Because hell… there would be none from me.
“Hi my little baby,” I cooed to Ahmir. I couldn’t get over the fact that I was the mother to this perfect little angel. Meanwhile, all he wanted was the tit. So, I gave him what he wanted.
While I fed Ahmir, I talked to him, telling him how much his father and I loved him. I also whispered that if he loved his mama, he would give me about a good three hours before he woke up for his next feeding.
This little boy had the nerve to coo back at me as if he understood what I was asking for. I just wish I knew if it were a coo of agreement or if he was telling my ass to not play myself.
Then I had to chuckle because I was not right, at all, for thinking about getting dicked down by Ahmir’s daddy while he was feeding.
I immediately determined that I was, in fact, shameless.
I’m blaming it on the hormones.
“Damn. What a sight,” Ahmad said, leaning against the door of the nursery. “The most beautiful woman in the world and the most precious gift God could have ever bestowed upon me.”
I smiled up at him. He always made me feel beautiful and he adored his son so much. On the outside looking in, someone would have assumed we were together and that we had been for a long time.
I was still a little shocked by the breeze in which everything had occurred. But, I guess that’s what happens when two grown ass people come together in the most unsuspecting of ways… they handle their business. And that’s exactly what Ahmad and I were doing.
“How was work?” I asked. Since Ahmad had returned to work, we saw him less, but he made sure we still felt his presence.
“Three c-sections and a ECV procedure. So, very tiring.”
“But I bet it’s nothing like saving lives and bringing life into the world.”
“You’re absolutely right. Wouldn’t change what I did for anything. I’m going to go take a shower, you need help with putting Little Man down?”
“No, I got it. Ahmir and I have an understanding tonight,” I looked down at him still suckling my breast. “Don’t we, baby boy?”
Ahmad chuckled, came in and kissed me on the forehead and caressed Ahmir’s cheek before returning back through the door.
I continued with my nightly routine of putting the baby down and hurried my ass into my room before Ahmad got out of the shower.
He always came in to say good night, with his tongue, then leave. But tonight… his ass wasn’t leaving out that damn door.
It took Ahmad so damn long; I was starting to think that he wasn’t going to come in and say good night.
I was trying hard to stay awake. But I was exhausted from new-mom life.
After what I thought was a few minutes ofresting my eyes,I heard Ahmad’s footsteps on the hardwood. My eyes popped open, and my body perked up.
I’m ready to get dicked down.
There were two light taps on my door, before Ahmad came in and sat at the edge of the bed.
“Hey, Jameela. You good? You need anything before I go out to the living room?”
I hated when he called me Jameela. I knew it was my name, butMiMisounded so much better rolling off his lips.
“Yeah, I do.”
I opened my robe wider and spread my legs.
