Page 41 of Run Omega Run
"I wanted you to see what we managed to get done today," he said, opening the front door and stepping out onto what had been our dangerously tilted front porch this morning.
The change was dramatic enough to take my breath away. Steps that had been threatening to collapse were now solid and level, rebuilt with new lumber that gleamed golden in the early evening light. The porch itself had been reinforced and straightened, creating a welcoming entrance that looked both sturdy and beautiful.
"My God," I whispered, running my hand along the smooth railing that hadn't been there this morning. "This is incredible."
"That's just the beginning," Bennett said, as he guided me around to the side of the building where the worst of the earthquake damage had been most visible.
The crack that had run from foundation to roofline was gone, sealed with new mortar that had been matched so carefully to the original stonework that it was barely visible. The windows had been reset in their frames, eliminating the gaps that had let in cold air and rain for months. Even the roof looked different from this angle, its sagging line now straight and true.
"The foundation is solid now," Bennett explained, pointing to areas where I could see fresh concrete and stonework. "The structural damage has been completely repaired. This building will stand for another hundred years if it's properly maintained."
I walked slowly along the side of the orphanage, taking in details that spoke of professional craftsmanship and genuine care. These weren't quick fixes or temporary patches, but repairs that had been done with the intention of permanence, of creating something that would protect the children who lived here for years to come.
"The volunteers," I said, struggling to find words that could encompass the magnitude of what they'd accomplished. "They did all of this in one day?"
"Six experienced tradesmen working together can accomplish remarkable things," Bennett replied, but there was modesty in his voice that suggested he was downplaying his own role in coordinating the effort. "Especially when they're motivated by the right cause."
Tears blurred my vision as I took in the transformation, but these weren't tears of grief like the ones I'd shed earlier. These were tears of gratitude so overwhelming it felt like drowning in reverse, like being pulled up toward air and light instead of being dragged down into darkness.
"I don't know how to thank you," I said, my voice thick with emotion. "All of you. This is..." I gestured helplessly at the solid walls and straight lines that had replaced months of worry about structural integrity. "This changes everything."
"That was the intention," Bennett said simply, but I could see satisfaction in his expression that went beyond professional pride.
As we completed our circuit of the building, returning to the front porch that now felt like an actual welcoming entrance rather than a dangerous obstacle, I found myself overwhelmed by sadness that had nothing to do with gratitude and everything to do with timing.
"She'll never see it," I whispered, the words escaping before I could stop them. "My mom. She's never going to see what you've done here, how beautiful you've made everything."
Bennett was quiet for a long moment, his dark eyes studying my face with an understanding that suggested he'd been expecting this response. When he spoke, his voice was gentle but certain.
"I can show her pictures," he offered. "Tomorrow, when she's awake and alert. I took photos throughout the day, documenting the progress. She can see exactly what was accomplished, how solid and safe everything is now."
The simple offer hit me harder than grand gestures would have, because it spoke to an understanding of what really mattered—not just the physical repairs, but the peace of mind that came from knowing the children would be protected, that the home Mom had worked so hard to create would continue to shelter the family she'd built.
"That would mean everything to her," I whispered, gripping the solid new railing with hands that were steady for the first time in hours.
As we stood together on the rebuilt porch, surrounded by the evidence of care that went far beyond simple charity, I felt something shift inside my chest. The independence I'd been clinging to so fiercely wasn't disappearing, but it was transforming into something that could coexist with acceptance,with gratitude, with the possibility of sharing burdens that had seemed impossible to carry alone.
Chapter 17
Heather
Later that night, I made my way back down the hallway toward Mom's room, my heart hammering against my ribs with each silent step on floorboards that should have betrayed my approach but didn't. The silence felt wrong, as if the house was holding its breath. Through the thin walls, I could hear the snoring of exhausted children and the murmurs of a conversation that revealed the pack who refused to abandon us to the coming darkness, people who understood that I needed support.
When I reached Mom's doorway, I found a scene that made something tight in my chest ease completely. Cole sat in the chair, his tall frame somehow looking comfortable despite the awkward angle required by our mismatched furniture. His dark clothing blended with the shadows, but his face was illuminated by the soft bedside lamp, revealing an expression of watchful care that spoke of someone taking his vigil seriously.
