Page 91 of Sweet Vengeance
“I want…” I lose my train of thought when Rory’s touch goes to my thigh. “I want both of you…together. I need it…need to have that with you both.” Cillian’s hand pushes beneath my underwear, taking me skin-to-skin. “Please, Cillian.”
“Fuck, Cil. Does he always beg for it like that?”
“Yes. He’s my dirty boy. My perfect, filthy, dirty boy, who I’m so goddamned in love with.”
I want to be that so bad. Iamthat. Cillian’s filthy, dirty boy. I belong to him, and he belongs to me, and in the mix of that, we somehow belong to Rory too.
I moan when he strokes me again, when Rory leans in and gives my lobe the same treatment Cillian had given the other.
Cillian’s voice is thick with lust when he says, “This is what we’re gonna do—I want you to go upstairs to our room, get ready for us, make sure this is what you want. When you’re done, you text me and let me know if you want me to come up or both of us. Okay?”
I nod, fists tightening at how good it feels to have Cillian’s hand on my dick and Rory’s mouth on my neck.
“Say the word. I need to hear it.”
“Okay,” I rasp out.
“Good boy. Go on now.” He pulls his hand out of my jeans, and I whine, wanting it back.
Rory chuckles. “Don’t worry. You’ll get to come tonight…whether it’s from both of us or just Cil. He’ll make sure you get what you need.”
Hearing him tell me that makes my dick throb even harder, makes me even more hungry for what’s to come.
I get up and adjust my cock, hoping to make it less obvious how hard I am, then kiss Cillian and hurry upstairs. It feels like it takes me a million years to unlock our bedroom door, to get into this safe space where I can be Cillian’s dirty boy, where I can have them both, these two men who meanthe world to me, albeit in different ways.
I clean myself inside and out, not wanting to risk anything going wrong tonight, and I don’t even wait for second thoughts because I know I won’t have them. I know what I want, and it’s okay to want it, to need it.
I grab my phone off the nightstand and text him.
Me: I’m ready…for both of you.
Cillian: We’ll be right there.
I pace the room, wondering if I should have stayed naked. It seems silly to have gotten dressed, but then, wouldn’t that be awkward for them to walk in clothed while I’m bare?
My gaze darts to the door when I hear it open…and Cillian walks in. He closes the door behind him, my heart immediately dropping to my gut. Did Rory change his mind? Does he not want me too?
“He’s right outside, Kitten. I just wanted a minute with you first. Any limits? Anything you don’t want to happen?”
I try to think of what I wouldn’t be okay with, and anything that’s a no-go for me, Cillian wouldn’t try anyway. “No. Not that I can think of.”
“Okay. If you change your mind, you tell us at any moment, and whatever we’re doing stops.”
“I know.”
“Now, anything specific youdowant? Something I need to make sure we give you?”
Again, I give myself a moment to think on it, glad Cillian thought of asking me these questions. “I’m not sure. I just know I want this…with both of you.”
“Good.” He nods. “We can handle that. We’ll make you feel good.”
“And you too, both of you. I want this to be for both of you too, for all of us.”
He grabs my face, closing the distance between us andcrushing my mouth in a searing kiss. He presses his forehead to mine. “I’m so fucking in love with you.”
I smile. “I’m so fucking in love with you too.” I use his favorite word on purpose.
“You ready?”
