Chapter Eleven
Beneath the light of a bare bulb hanging from the basement ceiling, I read over Grandma’s words again and again. The bulb casts long, dark shadows between boxes of books and all sorts of seasonal decorations and other inventory.
“Oh . . . poor Grandma,” I sigh, studying the shaky swoops of Grandma’s angry, drunken handwriting.
“Poor Grandma? She cursed two families,” Lucy sneers, finally calming down after her big reveal.
“She was heartbroken, Luce.” Grandma was one of the proudest people I’d ever met. She was fearless and never let anyone tell her what she could or couldn’t do. At least . . . that’s what I thought. But these words, this choice to cast a drunken spell, aren’t the actions of a confident person. Not really. They reveal her confidence for the front that it was.
On the inside, Grandma was just as broken as the rest of us. Completely and utterly heartbroken, and she couldn’t let it show for even a second. As a trailblazing woman of her time, in a time where the world was against her from the start, she had to be strong.
Any show of weakness would have been blown so far out of proportion that she could have lost everything.
Instead, she buried it. She buried the loss of her family beneath a determined front, burying the pain of her breakup beneath a cool exterior. It must have killed her to show up every day without her father, to a store she may lose with a full view of the man she’d walked away from—a man who had been handed everything she wanted.
Who had offered to hand her the same things, only to turn him down so she could hold her head high and know she hadearnedit herself.
My fingers brush the page, hovering over a discolored splotch on the October 30th entry; a tear from the woman who never cried.
“‘The curse shall cease,’” I mutter, reading over the curse once again. “She left a fail-safe. She wanted him to come back and fight for her.”
“Except, he left instead.” Lucy pulls the diary from my hand and flips forward. “Turns out, the spell worked a little too well. ‘Old grief shall sever passion’s ties.’ The magic seemed to take that as a personal challenge, probably because she cast it on Halloween, which, of course, made it all the more potent. She talks about how the bakery became plagued with magical misfortune, making it impossible for him to run his business. She tried to stop it, tried to reverse the spell, but no matter what she did, nothing worked. It needed to be undone the old-fashioned way.
“But Richard left before she could fix things, and since she wasn’t talking about her and Richard, but the Blackwood men and the Nova women, it still holds. Which means . . .” She trails off, not wanting to finish the thought.
I take a deep breath, letting everything sink like a boulder deep in my gut. “Which means either Oliver and I need to breakthe curse, or we’re going to be drawn together just to be torn apart.”
Lucy nods. “That’s the common denominator. Not me, or you, or him. It’s the two of you together. As soon as he came back to town, the magic brought you together, so it could tear you apart. And since it was Grandma who cast the spell . . .”
“Oliver will be the one it tries to drive away.”
I plop onto a stack of boxes, not caring if I dent the cover of the books within, and let my head fall into my hands.
“And the chances that Oliver has any idea what’s going on? Is there anything to indicate he’s also a witch? Because that would make explaining this so much easier.”
Lucy shakes her head, absently flipping through the pages of the diary. “Not yet, but that doesn’t necessarily mean anything. I went straight to the dates from around this time of year, so if there is anything in previous entries that might indicate there’s a magical lineage, I haven’t gotten to it yet. But I’ll keep looking.”
My fingers find the hem of my shirt, rubbing the fabric, deep in thought. I need to figure something out before the magic starts trying to drive Oliver out of town and possibly ruin his life. He must have invested so much money into starting this new business. If it fails within the first couple of weeks because Ashwood Haven’s magic made his cookies dance and ovens burst into flames, he could lose so much more than a long-lost love. It could send him into bankruptcy.
“So, aside from trying to reverse this thing without breaking it and running right over to spill all my secrets to a guy I’ve known for less than seventy-two hours, what are my options?”
Lucy shrugs, her lips curling into half a pout. “I don’t think you have any. Theoretically, if we can figure out what ‘masks descend’ and ‘their stories lend’ allude to, then we can break the curse without telling him about it. Do it all stealth-like. But messing with magic like this, something powerful enoughto drive a man to close down his family business and leave his hometown, just days before Halloween, when it’s already acting weird? That sounds like a recipe for disaster.”
“That just leaves total avoidance,” I sigh. “If the magic is trying to force us together just to keep us apart, and I can’t reverse it, then I have to fight it until we can figure it out.” I must look as dejected by the idea as I sound because Lucy’s shoulders slump, and her brows turn down with pity.
“You really like him, don’t you?”
I can’t stop another sigh from escaping my throat as my heart twists and squeezes until I think it might pop like a sad Valentine’s Day balloon.
I gesture at the diary in her hands. “Does it matter? It’s not even real.”
Lucy’s lips purse, twisting to the side in thought as she taps a sparkly black fingernail against the cover of the diary: an expression that never leads to anything good.
“What?” I ask, not sure I actually want to know the answer.
“Well . . .” She pauses thoughtfully. “We couldtryreversing it.”
“Okay, that sounds like a tremendously stupid idea. If Grandma couldn’t reverse it, what makes you think we can do it four days before Halloween? And with the magic acting up the way it has been?”