Page 36 of Boyfriend From Hell
“Deer,”he moaned—that sound was enough to shatter my resolve, making me lower myself fully onto him. I sent up a silent prayer that he wouldn’t rip me open.
“Yes, Raios, what did you need to tell me?” I purred sweetly.
His grip tightened on my waist as he went completely still. Oh, maybe he wasn’t as into this, or me, as I thought.
“No!Don’t think that,” he managed to pant out. “Don’t think that, even for one second.” His eyes met mine, worry lacing his crimson irises.
“It’s just… I have never, you know…” he trailed off as he glanced down to where our bodies connected.
Confusion knitted my brows as I struggled to fill in the blanks. He sighed, forcing his eyes closed and tilting his head back.
“Deer, I haven’t ever been with anyone. Not like this, at least.” The words rushed out of him and I couldn’t hide my surprise.
“Seriously?”
The moment the question left my mouth; regret slammed into me.Thatis not something you ask when someone tells you they are a virgin.
“Yes,” he admitted, eyes glued to a mystery spot on the ceiling. “I understand if that makes you not want to uh—not want to continue. I get it and I will not be offended.”
My guilt worsened.
“No,” I grabbed his face between my hands and pulled gently so that he had to look at me. “I’m sorry, I was just surprised, is all. I figured, with you know, how you look and how good you are at everything, how much you asked for my consent—” I shrugged.
I began to pull away from him, the feeling that I’d completely spoiled the mood settling in.
“You did no such thing. I want this, if you want this. I want you, all of you, in every sense of the words.”
“Are you sure you want to lose your virginity, tome? I’m just a human, not even the hottest human.” I laughed, trying to make light of the awkward situation.
“You are notjusta human. You are my mate. I choseyou, and I will forever choose you. I hope someday you’ll feel the same for me.”
The intense look in his eyes was so genuine and so serious it made me want to look away, but I didn’t.
I’d been love bombed before. Granted this sort of felt like that, but it also felt very different. Everything about this situation felt different.
“I only want to do this if you do, sweet one,” he whispered.
I nodded and did the only thing that felt right in the moment—I leaned forward and kissed him. His lips were soft against mine, as he kissed me softly and slowly. His hands pressed gently on my hips and I reached between our bodies to grab his cock again. This time as I rubbed his tip along my slit, I lowered myself ever so slightly, so that he entered me further with each pass.
“Deer,” he moanedinto my mouth.
The sultry sound of my name slipping from his mouth made me shiver, and I lowered myself until he filled me completely. My body took a moment to adjust to his size, as the ungodly heat from his cock radiated through me. I began rocking my hips slowly, wanting to savor every second of this feeling, I couldn’t help but moan at the movement. His cock felt too good. I gripped his shoulders as his grip on my hips grew tighter while he guided me to a pace that suited his needs.
“Little nightmare,” he growled, biting down on his lower lip.
“Is this, okay?” I panted.
I lowered my head beside his and his breath filled my ear.
“Perfect, you’re such a good girl,” he breathed, pulling me along him faster as my breath hitched. “You are perfect for me. Do you feel how hard I am? That’s all because of you, every inch of me is yours.”
I moaned and dug my fingers into his shoulders.
“That’s it little love, ride your mates’ cock. I want to feel that cunt of yours tighten around my cock as you cum. I want to hear you cry out my name. Look at me, love.”
His hand left my hip and pulled my face gently in front of his. I tried to avert my gaze but his growl told me I should do otherwise. His eyes were rimmed with emotion and lust, and so red it was like looking into the heart of a flame.
“I want you to look at me while you cum.”
