Page 16 of Big Pucking Deal
He nods his head and replies, “He was right. He’s still right. I sure as hell don’t deserve someone as pure as you, but that doesn’t mean I won’t try. Bunny, when Bram touched you tonight…I thought I was going to end up in prison. I wanted to watch the life drain out of him by my hands.”
“So why’d you let it get that far?” I question, my curiosity piqued as to why he acted as he did.
“Because I thought it was the only way I could have you. If I had to share you, then so be it. Which brings me back to my question. How are you still a virgin, Jo?”
I turn my face away from him, and let it fall back to rest against his shoulder. I can’t look him in the eye and speak my truth. I’m still feeling like that broken hearted eighteen year old, watching the boy she loved walk away with another girl.
“In high school it was because I was saving myself,” I say and take a deep breath. “For you. I wanted you to be my first. Myonly, really. But then graduation happened, and I went away to school, you went to Germany, and I figured that was that. When college started, I was busy with fitting into a new place and keeping up with school and the dance team. I had very little free time to do things like date. I mean, I did date a few guys, but it never got further than a few weeks. It lasted right up until they were ready for the next step —sex— and when I refused, that was the end.”
I feel him move and slide his arm out from under me. I close my eyes, afraid to know what will happen next, and lay still. Callused fingers brush against my cheek and I squeeze my eyes tighter.
“I’m sorry, Bunny. I never should have done that to you,” he whispers. “It was killing me that we were all going in different directions and I thought it was best to just let you go. I thought you’d move to Colorado, fall for some granola hiker and you’dnever waste another moment thinking about me again, and I couldn't stomach the thought.”
I open my eyes and hold back a smile that is trying to force its way out.
“First of all, how could you think that I could ever love a hiker? You know I don’t like Teva’s. It would never work.” He smiles, a small chuckle leaving his beautiful mouth. “Second, I never wasted a moment thinking of you. Every memory of you is cherished. Not one is a waste."
His face moves slowly closer and closer to me until our noses touch and his eyes fall closed. I feel his warm breath on my skin and his lips connect with mine. I relax in his arms and slide to lay flat underneath him, pulling his weight down on top of me. He reaches down behind my knee and lifts it to wrap around his waist. My foot nudges him to move and his denim covered length connects with my sensitive pussy. I’m growing wetter every time he rolls against me and I moan and open my legs wider.
Our kiss grows deeper and I begin to gyrate my hips to meet his. My hands move under his shirt, roaming over the hard plains of his body and appreciating every ripple and ridge. His hand does the same under my shirt and he squeezes my bare breast and my nipple hardens almost to the point of pain.
I let my hand fall from his back and dip my thumbs into the waistband of my leggings and quickly start to wiggle them over my hips.
“Slow, Bunny. We don’t need to rush this. If it were up to me this wouldn’t even be happening tonight, but I don’t know if I can hold myself back.”
My eyes blink, trying to adjust the sudden light. “But-but why?”
“Because I want our first time to be special. Something more than a half-drunk moment after almost having a threesome with some douchebag. I don’t want it to fall on the cusp of the night.”
“I don’t want to wait anymore. I’m tired of holding onto this like it’s some type of prize when it’s really no big deal,” I choke out.
“I’ve already said it once tonight but I guess it bears repeating. I knew at seven years old that you’d be mine one day. So yeah, it is a big fucking deal. Having sex means that’s it Jo. You and me. Are you ready for that?”
Holy shit,that’s fucking hot. And now I want him even more.
“I’m so ready. I’ve only ever wanted you. I feel like I’ve been waiting a lifetime for this.”
A devilish grin appears and my gut tells me I’m in for a world of trouble. The good kind. Joaquín’s hand slides over my breast, across my ribs and down to the spot that is aching to feel his touch. “Are you up for a little bit of fun first, Bunny?”
I stare up at him, biting my lip, and nod my head. His fingers brush my hair off of my forehead and he places a soft kiss to it, then moves to my cheek and down my neck. He flicks at my earlobe then brings his lips close.
“Relax and let me take care of you.” His whispered words send shivers rolling across my skin.
Joaquín hooks his fingers into my leggings and finishes what I started, sliding them down my legs and exposing myself completely to him. My embarrassment over having him see me truly naked for the first time has me squeezing my legs together. Earlier we were shrouded in dim light and Bram, so the up close and personal look he’s getting now is an eye full.
“No, Jolie. Open your legs. I want to see that gorgeous pussy,” he growls and now my entire body is heating up like it’s being roasted over a pit.
I can feel the blush creep up from my toes to my nose as I slowly spread my legs open. Joaquín’s eyes bulge like a kid seeing cake for the first time, and he licks his lips. I gasp as he runs his fingers through my seam then licks them clean, moaning as if it’s sweet frosting.
“Fuck, Bunny. You’re delicious.” I watch his head disappear between my thighs and feel his fingers spread me wide.
A swipe of his tongue has tingles shooting through my veins, then his mouth clamps over me and he begins licking and sucking me into oblivion. I’m panting, my eyes rolling back in my head, and he doesn’t ease up. Instead, he adds his fingers to the mix and plunges them in and out of me.
Something akin to the spark of a fuse sounds in my ears and it’s a signal straight to my nipples that turn impossibly harder than they already are.
“Oh my god,” I breathe heavily as his tongue flicks my clit over and over. “Joaquín. I’m-I feel like-”
He pulls his mouth away and my eyes open to meet his. “Have you ever orgasmed before, Bunny?” When I shake my head no, a roar spills from his mouth and that devious smile returns.
