Page 58 of Every Sunset
“Hey,” he said as he caught my chin with his fingers before I could completely lower my gaze. He angled my chin so I had no choice but to meet his eyes. “No part of you is ugly. You’re beautiful and sexy. That’s all I’ll ever see you as. Whatever is under here…” he said as he skimmed the tip of his finger under the hem of my cami, his soft touch reigniting the sparks of need that had started to flame out with my own misery and self-loathing. “…it’s part of you. It’s a part that will only ever remind me of how amazingly strong and tough you are, and how fucking lucky I am that I get to call you mine.”
“It’s not pretty, Madd. They’re not faint, neat little scars… not yet. I…I’m scared you’ll see them and not want me,” I admitted.
“Anna, you’re about to see me and the very obvious fact that I have half of one of my legs missing. You think I’m not completely terrified of you feeling the exact same way when you see that?” he asked with a sigh.
“Madd…” I didn’t even know what to say. I hadn’t even thought about Madd’s missing limb. The fact was that I never thought about it. It wasn’t obvious that he used a prosthesis in every day life. He walked with confidence. I’d even seen him jogging and he had no issue that I had noticed with stairs or anything like that. I had pretty much forgotten about it and I felt terrible about that. How could I be so selfish? Everyone had hangups, I realized. I shouldn’t have made such a big deal about my own when poor Maddox was plenty worried about his own insecurities.
“How about we just get back to the fun part, okay? Our worries will resolve themselves in the process, I think,” he suggested with a playful smile. I moved onto my knees and reached up to kiss him hard.
“I’m on board with that plan,” I agreed between kisses. The thought of Madd seeing the mess that was my back and torso still terrified me, but it helped me to know he was equally as terrified too. I knew there was no way me seeing his amputated leg, which he always kept hidden beneath his trousers until then, was going to change the way I felt about Maddox, so why should I fear my body would put him off of me?
I was relieved when things between us heated up quickly once again, and in moments we were both naked from the waist up and tangled in our frantic kiss and touches.
“Madd!” I cried when he brushed both f his thumbs feather light over my nipples – teasing me, toying with me. It was too much. I was already right on the edge and I didn’t want to wait. I didn’t want to draw it out. All I wanted was Madd to be inside of me. I needed him as close as we could possibly be.
I moved my shaking hands down between us, where Maddox was on all fours over me, caging me in. I found the fly of his jeans and fumbled with the button, desperate to have him naked and one step closer to being inside of me,
“Let’s just take things slow, beautiful, okay? There’s no rush here. We have all of the time in the world, and I want to take my time with this perfect body,” Maddox said as he tried to still my frantic actions.
“No, please. We can do slow later but right now I need you. Please, Madd. Don’t make me beg. I want this!” I panted breathlessly.
“Never gonna make you beg, baby,” he promised as he rose up onto his knees, then stood so he could unbutton his own fly, then his jeans were gone, along with his boxers too, all in one move.
I couldn’t stop my eyes from glancing down to where his prosthesis met his knee joint. It was like a cup that fit to his knee, then below that was a metal rod that obviously supported his weight. His shoe was on the foot, so I didn’t see that, but the whole prosthesis barely caught more than a moment of my attention compared to the rest of his sculpted, tanned, perfectly muscled body that was naked before me. Maddox was ripped, but not as broad and built as his brother. His frame was leaner, but corded with muscle. He had hair on his chest and a trail down his stomach leading to where his cock stood proudly against his abdomen, hard, ready to go, and big. So much bigger than any cock I had ever seen before. Not that I’d seen many.
“Eyes are up here, Anna,” he teased when I stared too long, and I knew I was blushing as I forced myself to meet his gorgeous, heat filled eyes once more.
“You said you wouldn’t make me beg, Maddox,” I reminded him as heat set me alight like an inferno and I found myself crawling across the bed to him.
“And I meant it,” he assured me. He bent down to grab his jeans from the floor, then pulled his wallet out. He pulled a condom from inside, then tossed everything else back to the floor again. I squeaked in anticipation as I watched him tear it open and slide it down his long length. “So impatient,” he teased as he looked tome with a wicked smile that only made me even needier, if that were possible.
He leaned in and scooped me up from the bed. I ran my hands up his muscular chest and up to his shoulders as he held me against him with one hand under my ass. I moaned in desperation as he whipped off my panties and tossed them aside, then I was wrapped around him again, my legs gripping around his waist and holding on tight in the hope his abs pressed between my thighs would ease some of the desperation I felt there. “You sure about this, Anna?” he asked. I reached up and slammed my lips over his, kissing him hard and hoping it was answer enough.
Much to my relief, he took my kiss for the answer he needed and in seconds I found myself lifting just enough so he could position himself at my entrance. I was so desperate for him I was soaked and he slid in so easily, even with his size. As soon as he was fully seated I breathed out in relief, my exhale shaky and satisfied all at once.
“You feel so fucking perfect, baby,” Madd uttered as he held onto me tightly and started to move just the way I needed him to.
“Yes!” I cried as every small movement sent thrills of sensation right to my core. “So perfect,” I agreed.
I felt out of control in the best way as I clung onto Maddox and moved with him, trying desperately to keep up with his wild kisses and the punishing pace he began to set as we got closer and closer to that peak.
It was unlike any sex I had ever known. The closest I had ever come to feeling anything that spectacular was what Logan had done for me in the pool, but there with Maddox inside of me, it was so much more. It was like something magical unfoldinginside of me as I got closer and closer to that edge. I got lost in him. There was nothing but the two of us in that moment, just as I had longed for, and it was everything.
“Maddox!” I cried as he slammed hard into me twice and it seemed to be the final push I needed. I went crashing over that edge I had been teetering on with a force like I had never known. My whole body became taut with overwhelming sensation that flooded me, then it passed and left behind this haze of peace and just floating. I was floating.
When reality started to creep back in, I found it wasn’t so bad since I was still wrapped tightly around Madd, my head resting on his shoulder and in the crook of his neck. We were both sweaty and gasping, but the hand he ran up and down my back softly was soothing and brought me back to myself gently.
“Anna?” he spoke after a while.
“Hmmm?”
“You okay, beautiful? Was I too rough?” he asked cautiously.
“Definitely okay,” I assured him, still feeling a little dazed in the best possible way. I didn’t ever want to come down from the sex high he had given me.
“You even with me right now?” he asked with a hint of humor.
“Sort of,” I hedged. “Madd?”
