Page 109 of That First Night
“You love me, huh?”
“Always have, Sunshine.” I give her my biggest smile. “I have never dreamed of having a family or a fucking white picket fence, until you. I have never said those words to another woman before, until you. I wasn’t looking for anything until you walked back into my life. You have always been mine, baby,” I pause. “Ever since that first night, all those years ago. You have always been mine.”
“That first night.” She smirks back at me.
“I’m pretty sure I fell in love with you, that first night.”
It’s been a long two weeks since Gigi has been gone. The numbness has worn off and I have resumed some normalcy in my life again. The pain still sits there and every so often, a tear escapes that I can’t stop. I miss her so much.
James didn’t handle the news very well after Thomas sat him down and told him. He was devastated and didn’t understand why we couldn’t just go pick her up from heaven. Every day he asks about her and says, “Gigi is an angel now,” as he looks out his window and up into the night sky. His new bedtime routine is looking out the window to say goodnight to her and it breaks my heart every time.
Thomas didn’t leave my side for the first couple of days. He worked from home, and I use the term ‘worked’ very loosely. He basically canceled all his meetings and calls to take care of me, even after I insisted that he didn’t need to do that. Being with him at night, curled up next to him in his bed, was more than enough for me.
I no longer sleep in the room that was mine when I first moved in. I’ve permanently moved into Thomas’ room. Are we doing things a little backwards? Maybe. But we already lived together when I was working for him, and now that I’ve been fired, I spend my nights in his bed, tangled in the sheets and his arms. And Thomas never misses an opportunity to tell me he loves me.
It’s Christmas morning and I lay here in Thomas’ bed,ourbed, as he sleeps peacefully next to me. It’s really early, but I couldn’t sleep. I glance over to the clock and see that it’s just after 4am. Damn, I didn’t realize it was this early. I guess I am more excited than James to watch him open up his gifts.
I scoot my body closer to Thomas to feel his warmth. I truly can never get close enough to him. He stirs slightly in his sleep, and he turns his body to wrap over mine. I know he’s half-awake even though he hasn’t opened his eyes because his arm pulls me closer to him. I move just the smallest bit to get myself comfortable in his hold.
“Peyton,” he grunts. “You keep pressing your ass into me like that and you’re going to end up with my cock in your ass.”
I chuckle at the thought and tease him a little while I wiggle my ass a little more. His hand grips my hip to hold me still as he presses his erection right between my legs, grazing my center. I am sure he can feel how wet I already am since I never put panties back on before we fell asleep.
I moan at the feel of him already pressed into me as I wiggle my body some more, craving the friction of him between my legs. His hand moves from my hips and wraps around where he immediately finds my clit with his index finger. His head props up on one elbow as he leans over to press a kiss in the hollow of my neck. “Is this what you want, baby?” He teases into my ear. My head tilts to the side to allow him better access. “You want my cock this early in the morning?”
“I always want your cock,” I mock him back.
“You’re a greedy little thing, aren’t you?” he says into my neck again as his finger works faster circles on my clit. My hips bucking into him as my orgasm builds. “You’re always so ready for me, baby.”
“I want you.” Desire drips from my tongue. “So badly, Thomas.”
“You have me, baby. Be more specific.”
“I want your cock,” I groan. “Please.”
“Where would you like my cock, Sunshine?” His lips skim my neck and pleasure runs down my spine. “Here?” he asks as his fingers continue to play with my pussy.
“Yes,” I moan and arch into him.
In seconds, his hands leave my center and he’s lifting one of my legs and scooting himself in just the right position to allow him access to plunge deep inside of me from where he’s lying. Both of us laying on our sides, he thrusts deep into me, and I scream out in pleasure.
“I can never get enough of this pussy, Peyton.”
“Fuck,” I drag out as I press my ass into him allowing him to press deeper into me. “This feels so good.”
“Right now, I’m going to fuck you.” He thrusts into me, harder and faster with each movement. I can feel him shift on his elbows, as my body twists the slightest bit while he stays deep inside of me and lifts my one leg over his shoulder. “Later, I’m going to make love to you.”
“Yes,” I shudder in his hold.
“I’m already close, baby. Do you feel what you do to me? Do you feel how fucking hard my cock is buried deep inside of this pretty little pussy.” He leans over me more so he can take a breast in his hand. He circles my nipple with his finger, pushing me closer to the edge.
“You’re close. I can feel it, baby,” he murmurs. “Come with me.”
His words send me over the edge. “I’m coming,” I scream out. “I’m coming.”
“Fuck.” He picks up the pace and within seconds, our orgasms crash together. He falls on top of me as all the strength leaves his body. Our breaths are rapid and mixed together as we lay there in a pile of sweat together.
He lifts his head, and his eyes find mine. “Merry Christmas, Sunshine.”
