Page 24 of Cruel Love
Once again, trepidation pooled in my gut as I turned, my eyesclosing when James pressed his body against me, and his fingers gripped my hips before he pulled me back. His cock was growing hard again, and he pushed it against my ass.
“You know, Mouse,”he said in my ear, his voice low.“Last night, awoman took me back to her hotel room and stripped down naked in front of me. She was fucking beautiful, and she begged me to fuck her,”he started, humor in his tone.
I wasn’t sure why, but my body tensed. It wasn’t like I expected him tobe faithful, in fact, I fully expected him to fuck other women, but I didn’t want to hear about it.I didn’t want to know that his cock had been in other women beforehe came home and shoved it in me.
James continued, his fingers digging more firmly into my hips.“But I couldn’t fuck her, Mouse. There she was, standing naked, telling me I could fuck every single one of her holes, and all I could think about was how damn perfect your cunt is. How I was desperate to come home and sink myself into your tight little pussy.”Relief rushed through me, and I told myself it was only because I didn’t have to worry about catching an infection if James had been with other women. As if sensing my relief, he carried on.“You were made to take my cock, Willow, and it’s too bad for you, but it seems my cock isn’t interested in any other pussy but yours.”He released my hips and took a step back.“Now bend over and grab your ankles.”
My brows shot up.
What?
Pushing my fear away knowing I’d anger him if he had to tell me asecond time, I did as he asked, reaching down to grab my ankles, and hating how exposed I was with the way my ass was up in the air.
James ran a tender finger down the length of my spine, before trailingit between my ass cheeks. Heat rushed to my cheeks as his finger pressed against my back hole, but embarrassment turned to mortification when he moved his finger lower, and I felt the string to my tampon being tugged.
“What are you doing?”I said, the question slipping from my mouthwithout meaning to.
He slapped my ass, his palm leaving a sting on my flesh.“Youspeak when spoken to,”he hissed venomously as he pulled the tampon the rest of the way out of me and discarded it on the floor.“You didn’t think a little bit of blood would keep me out of your cunt, did you, Willow? I hate to tell you this, Mouse, but I’dbathein blood if it meant I could be inside you again.”
With a brutal thrust, James was inside me, steadying me with his gripback on my hips.
My hands slipped from my ankles at the sudden intrusion, but Irepositioned them and held on as best as I could as James began plowing in and out of me, cursing and hissing with every breath.
I wasn’t sure if it was because of the blood or because my core haddampened when I had sucked James’ cock, either way, he slid in and out of me with ease, and the pain I’d felt before when he fucked me didn’t appear.
Instead, there was a different feeling that shot through me every timehis cock hit a point inside me. A feeling that if I was asked to describe, I would have no choice but to say it felt good.Pleasurable. But I didn’t want to acknowledge that it felt good because I never wanted the monster to own any of my pleasure.
James’ shameless grunts filled the air, my own breathing growingrapidly as he continued to thrust inside of me. The muscles in my legs began to burn fiercely from the position I was standing in, and I bit my lip to stop myself begging him to let me move.
With a final thrust, James released his load deep inside me. Whenhis cock stopped pulsing, he pulled out of me, suddenly yanking me up by my shoulder to pull my back against his chest.“Be in my room tomorrow morning. 6 am sharp, Mouse.”
Releasing me, he turned to walk out of my room without waiting formy acknowledgment.
“Mr. Carter,”I called, making an on the spot decision to tell him whatI’d overheard, and hoping like hell I wasn’t making a mistake.“Please may I speak to you for a moment,”I added, trying to hold my nerve.
He spun back to face me, fury etched on his face at my audacity totalk without his permission.
“Speak,”he snarled, his eyes narrowing on me.
Ignoring his come and my blood beginning to trickle down my leg, I tooka small step forward.“The other night, I overheard two members of your staff talking outside my window. I…I think they were planning on stealing from you.”
He didn’t react, his features remaining expressionless, and for asecond, I thought he was going to accuse me of lying.
“What exactly did you hear?”he said after a moment of assessingme.
“They said they’d taken something from you before. A vase, I think,and that you had so much expensive stuff in your house that you wouldn’t notice. One of them, his name was Butch, he wanted to steal something else but the other one, Mack, he wasn’t sure it was a good idea, but he eventually agreed. That’s all I heard.”
A muscle ticked in his jaw, and I held my breath, waiting for him toexplode. After a few seconds, his emotionless mask fell back into place.“6 am tomorrow,”he said before walking out.
My shoulders slumped.
So much for being rewarded.
James didn’t visit my room again for the rest of the day. Atdinner, Edith brought a tray to my room like she had done every night James was away. I’d assumed that when he was home, he would want me to eatwith him, but maybe that was a privilege I had to earn.
Not that I was keen to repeat that dining experience again, but I’d belying if I said I wasn’t getting tired of being confined to one room.It had started to feel like Groundhog Day.
I supposed in a way, I should have been grateful that I wasn’t beingmade to do chores like I had been at Peartree House, but it wasn’t like I could relax in my room. It wasn’t exactly a place of safety when James could barge in at any given moment and demand I got on all fours for him.
