“I’mfine.Nobodygot hurt.”Malcolmgently grabbed my wrists and pulled me down toward him.Iended up straddling his hips, whichIguess answered that question.Hestroked his hands up and down my arms before pulling me into him soIwas plastered against his chest, my knees on the couch on either side of his hips.
 
 “I’mstill upset,”Imumbled intoMalcolm’sneck. “Youcould’ve told me that when we were in the hot tub.”
 
 Hishug was reassuring and comforting. “I’lltell you everything,Ipromise.Ijust need a minute.”
 
 “Takeyour time.”Inuzzled my face into his skin.Hewas mine, and he might not know it yet, butIwasn’t giving him up.
 
 EventuallyMalcolmtold me the story.Howa guy from the syndicate he’d been undercover in had tracked him down and broken into his house, demanding access to some of the evidence.AndhowCraig, who’d still been living there at the time, had come home unexpectedly withFoster’sneighbor and her granddaughter in tow.Theguy had held a gun onMalcolmfor hours.
 
 “Craighelped me takeMancusodown.”Malcolmshook his head, smiling. “Heknew how to sort of hogtie the guy with a dog leash.Itwas hilarious.”
 
 Ipushed up soIcould lookMalcolmin the eyes. “Nothingabout that story ishilarious,Malcolm.”
 
 Hissmile turned tender and he ran his fingers through my hair. “Maybenot.Butit helps me to focus on something other than how fucking scary it was.”
 
 Well, heck.Iwas immediately contrite. “I’msorry,Ididn’t mean to tell you how to feel.”
 
 Malcolm’seyes were understanding. “No, you were telling me howyoufelt.Yourfeelings are valid too, you know.”
 
 Isat up further, trying not to sniffle. “Lookat us, being all adult and talking about our emotions.”
 
 Malcolmshifted his legs under me, andIbecame awareI’dsat back on his upper thighs. “Oh, crap.AmIcrushing your leg?”Irocketed up on my knees to take my weight off him.
 
 Helaughed and hugged me, his face pressing into my stomach.Great, another reminder to him of how un-svelteIwas.Iput my hands on his shoulders and tried to push back and get him to release me.
 
 “Stop,Felix, you’re fine.”Hetipped his head back to look up at me. “You’remore than fine, in fact.Ionly moved because you were sitting on my dick, and it felt really good.”Healmost purred that last word, his eyes drooping to half-mast.Hishands stroked down my back to my ass, then lower, his fingers trailing along my inner thighs.
 
 Icouldn’t help sucking in a loud gasp.Myhands on his shoulders loosened, andIleaned forward to explore his chest.
 
 “Youwanna move this into the bedroom?”Malcolmasked.
 
 Islid off his lap. “Idon’t have any condoms.”Isaid, picking his crutches up off the floor.
 
 Helet me give him a hand to stand up from the couch, and he kissed me before taking the crutches. “Iguess you haven’t opened the drawer in the nightstand next to your bed.”Hewiggled his eyebrows, making me laugh.Cole,WillandJasonhad stocked this place with everything.
 
 Ilead the way intoMalcolm’sbedroom.Ikind of wanted to be in his space, even if it was temporary.
 
 “But,”Malcolmsaid, “Eventhough we have condoms,Iwas hoping you’d let me swallow your cum.”
 
 Istumbled, then righted myself. “Um, yeah, that sounds fine.”Fine?God, how couldMalcolmthinkIwas sexy, like atall? “Imean,I’dlove it.”
 
 Smirking,Malcolmsat on the end of the bed and dropped his crutches to the floor.Hepulled me in between his legs. “Howabout we lose the clothes?”
 
 Ihelped him take his shirt off.Icouldn’t help leaning over and running my hands through his chest hair, stroking down his thick treasure trail.Whichput me in a great position to grab the waistband of his shorts and pull them down.Malcolmleaned back on his hands and lifted his hips.Hewas already starting to breathe hard.
 
 “Hmmm,”Imurmured. “Mightas well take these bad boys off too.”Iran my fingers under the waistband of his underwear, teasing him by not touching his erection.CarefullyIeased the elastic over his straining length.Ihummed in appreciation, making sure to lean my head inveryclose asIpulled his shorts and underwear down his legs.
 
 Iwas still fully clothed, andMalcolmwas naked.I’dbeen in the opposite situation before, but not this.Ifelt strangely powerful asIwalked betweenMalcolm’slegs and rubbed my shorts-covered cock over his naked torso.Malcolmwrapped his left leg around my right, and his cock smeared precome against my thigh.
 
 Malcolmslid his hands up my back under my shirt, and the spell was broken.NowIdesperately needed to rub my naked skin against his.Iyanked my shirt off and tossed it behind me.
 
 Malcolmloosened his hold soIcould get rid of my shorts and underwear.
 
 “Damn,Felix,Ilove your body.”Iflushed as he ran his hands over my chest, belly, and hips.
 
 “Moveback,”Itold him.Icrawled onto the bed and lowered my body over his.Wegroaned into each other’s mouths as our cocks met.Icouldn’t resist humping against him as our tongues slid against each other.Malcolm’sprecome eased the movement of our cocks, andIcould’ve come from just this.ButIwanted more.AndMalcolmhad suggested it, after all.
 
 Iripped my mouth away fromMalcolm’sand panted harshly. “Sixty-nine?”