“I dipped into my trust fund. I wanted to get you something special.”
“There’s only one thing I want.”
I take her lips in a fierce kiss, grabbing her hands and pinning them above her head. She returns the kiss, writhing against me, making me even harder. But then her breathing grows rapid…ragged, and her writhing feels more like fighting. I relinquish her lips and see fear-stricken eyes boring into me.
“Stop. Let me go. Please!”
She pulls at her hands and I realize what the problem is. I release her immediately.How could I have been so fucking stupid?No doubt me trapping her like that brought back memories of being tied down.Fuck! Have I undone months of progress in a few seconds?
“Raven, I’m sorry. I didn’t –”
“It’s fine.” She shakes her head. “I’ll be okay in a minute.”
I reach for her, but she shrinks from my touch.Fuck, fuck, fuck!Stepping away from her, I head to the bathroom. I need about a dozen cold showers.
***Raven***
Taking deep breaths, I try to calm my shattered nerves. I couldn’t help it. The moment he trapped my hands in his, I was transported to my dark place—a place I’m trying desperately to get away from. I made up my mind during the lap dance that tonight is the night. Tonight, we would finally do what we’ve wanted to do for months. The way he watched me as I danced…you can’t fake that desire. Hewantsme. That sealed the deal for me. Then, in just a moment, everything went downhill. The dejected look on his face as he walked off flashes before my eyes and breaks through the barrier in my mind. No. I straighten with renewed determination. I’m not going to let this control me anymore.No.More.
I enter the bathroom quietly and strip down to my panties. My nipples harden in anticipation.I can do this. I’m ready.I peek behind the curtain and see him standing under the shower, water cascading down his tight body. Jesus, he has an amazing ass. I want to sink my fingers into those cheeks as I suck his dick. His hand is curled around his dick and he’s slowly stroking it. Poor thing. This is what I’ve made him resort to.
I step into the bath and he turns to me as he becomes aware of my presence. He slicks his hair back and stares down at me, chest heaving. His dick, big and hard, juts out toward me, begging for attention. I know he’s waiting for me to make the first move. The wariness is crystal clear; he doesn’t want to be rejected again. I step forward and slide my hands down his chest. He clenches his fists at his sides as I explore his abs with my fingers and press my lips to the tattoo on his left pec. While twirling the hair of his treasure trail, I kiss slowly down – soft, gentle kisses on his skin as I move to my knees. Gazing up at him, I lick my way back to his navel.
“Babe,” he groans.
I wrap my fingers around him and his head falls back.This is it. No turning back now.Air hisses through his teeth as I lick the head of his dick. I press it against his stomach and lick him from base to tip then take him into my mouth. He groans and buries his hand in my hair. I slide my lips up and down as far as I can take him, stroking with my hand the part I can’t fit in my mouth. Fuck, he tastes good. I moan around him, unable to satisfy the sudden craving I have for him.
“Fuck,” he growls as I swirl my tongue around the tip.
I continue to gaze up at him as I grab his tight ass and take him deep. He palms the back of my head, pressing me down farther.
“I’ve wanted to see those lips around my dick for so long…those gorgeous eyes staring up at me.”
He releases me and I drag in a breath before taking him in once more. I suck him hard, hollowing my cheeks.
“Shit. Fuck. Babe.”
I smile to myself and suck even harder, stroking him with one hand, cupping his balls with the other.
“Raven!”
Bobbing my head, I slide my tongue along his length, and listen to the expletives tumbling out of his mouth.
“Fuck, babe…I’m coming.”
I release him from my lips and pump him hard and fast until he growls and his cum covers my chest and breasts. Watching him come apart because of me is the most powerful aphrodisiac. I milk every last drop then lick the head of his dick even as he’s still shuddering.
“This is what you wanted, right?” I ask. “To see your cum dripping from my nipples?”
“Sexiest shit I’ve ever seen.”
He helps me up and pins me against him, my back to his front, as he rinses his fluids from my body. My head lolls back on his shoulder as he kneads my breasts, pinching my nipples. His dick stirs to life again, pressing into my back. His breathing is ragged in my ear, matching my own.
“I want you so much, Raven.”
“I want you, too. So much I can’t breathe.”
He slides his hand down my stomach and past the waistband of my panties, finding my clit. I gasp, grabbing at his hair as he bites into my shoulder.