“I need to hear you scream one more time, baby.” He pulled out and flipped me over on my stomach. He slammed deep while I was still flat on my stomach and I cried out his name as the new position made him feel even larger inside me.
I twisted my head back to watch him and he grabbed my chin so he could kiss me. He was everywhere, all around and over me, pressing me into the bed, and the sensation of being consumed and controlled by him was enough with the friction of the bedding brushing against my clit to shove me over the edge into one last orgasm. I screamed his name and held on while he drove into me a few more times and then stilled as he unloaded into my sex.
I went limp and he covered my neck and back in kisses before rolling us both over so I was on his chest, my body a sweaty mess. He held me there and reached down between my thighs to play with his seed that was spilling from my core. He pushed it back inside and then used it to paint my ass.
“Having fun?” I yawned and teased his nipple. “I never knew you were into finger painting.”
He pushed two fingers deep and curled them until I moaned. “Any excuse to touch you.”
“You don’t need an excuse.”
“In that case…” He grinned and rolled us both over. “I have a lot of lost time to make up for.”
I learned that he was insatiable, even more so than when he was a teenager still. By the time we let go of each other and madeit back to the rented house, I could hardly keep my eyes open. I’d been showered in affection and orgasms and then actually showered again before making it out of Will’s house. I was in heaven.
Seeing the hotel again brought back reality, though, and I felt that impending doom feeling rush back because I knew I had to meet with Sophia before making sure the dinner and movie night went off without a hitch.
Maybe I shouldn’t have spent the day in Will’s bed before hearing Soph out. I didn’t know what to expect from her and I was terrified she’d tell me that she didn’t want me anywhere near her brother. I didn’t know what I’d do because I was quickly realizing that I was hopeless when it came to Will. And Zane. And Anthony.
I forced Will to stay behind as I left to meet Soph at her room. I’d dressed in the most conservative outfit Uncle Sal had provided, another sheer, silk chemise and short set in black with white lace trim. Even with more of my body being covered than normal in his outfits, I felt like a whore when my body ached in places Will had just touched and with it covered in signs of his attention.
Sophia was waiting on me outside her room with two glasses of wine and a quick shake of her head. “You slut.”
Horror and shame slammed down on me and I was seconds from begging her to forgive me when she laughed. I looked up and saw her smiling at me with tears in her eyes.
“Claire, get real. You’re my best friend and sister. You think I’d trash our relationship just because you have bad taste in men and dated Will?” She grabbed me and pulled me into a hug, accidentally spilling wine down my back. “Oh, shit! Sorry! I’m sorry! I promise I didn’t mean to do that.”
I grimaced as wine soaked my panties and trailed down my thighs. “I’d deserve it if you did.”
“Shut up. I don’t like that you hid it from me for so long but I can understand. I think I knew you had a crush on him. I think I knew he’d always had a thing for you, too. I just never thought it was a good idea because I was terrified of losing you. But you proved to me that you can be with Will and then without Will and it not affect our friendship. Do what you want, C. Just don’t make me watch my brother kiss you. God, the idea of it still grosses me out, even if I’m a fully grown adult now.”
“I would never chance losing you, Soph. You’re my family.”
She sniffed and then drained the wine that wasn’t dripping down my back. “I’m going to give Will hell, you know?”
I smiled. “Yeah, I know. You always do.”
36
***Claire***
Isat with Sophia for dinner and we were in our own world as we laughed and made sure that we were okay. I ignored the rest of the world around us and poured my heart out to her about what was going on with me. She returned the favor by going into explicit detail about the sex she’d had with Jake that afternoon. Apparently Sophia liked sad sex because Jake worked extra hard to cheer her up. Judging by how easily she’d forgiven me, I’d say he did a great job.
If she was freaked out by the fact that I’d slept with three of my exes at once, she didn’t show it. She forced me to leave out Will’s name for her sanity and by the end of dinner, she’d practically tackled Jake and forced him into the bathroom at the back of the restaurant.
Anthony took her seat as soon as she left and dragged my chair closer to his so I was sitting between his legs. “I missed you.”
I bit my lip and leaned into him. “I missed you, too. I don’t really know what we’re doing. I’m not sure how it works or if it’s bad to spend time alone with each of you.”
His smile was sensual and slow. “I expect my own time alone with you, Claire, so I can’t say it’s bad. It seemed like you needed to spend some time with Will. Everything okay?”
I felt an overwhelming amount of affection for him in that moment and I couldn’t stop myself from shifting out of my chair and onto his thigh. I wrapped my arms around his neck and brushed my lips over his. “You were always so careful with my emotions. I was lucky to have you back then, Anthony. You treated me like I was your entire world. I don’t think I ever would’ve been brave enough to go to London if I hadn’t spent the year with you telling me how amazing I was.”
“I’ve changed in a lot of ways since that time, Claire, but the way I feel about you hasn’t. You’re still my world and I’ll still spend all my time making sure you see that youareamazing. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t regret telling you to go.” He licked his lips and looked away. “I hated myself for sending you away. I needed time to grow up so I could become the man I am now, the man who can give you anything and everything you could ever want, Claire. But I think if I could go back, I’d beg you to stay. Or tell you I was coming with you. Anything so I didn’t have to lose you for all these years.”
“Anthony…” With my heart hammering away, I stared into his eyes and saw nothing but the truth. “You’re serious.”
He slid his hands into my hair and kissed me the way he wanted. He slid his tongue over my lips and groaned when I leaned closer and pressed my thigh into his erection. “I’m very serious.”