Page 63 of Where the Dark Knelt
Mandy called out to Will from across the lawn.He turned and gave me a questioning look. “You want to see what she needs, Will?” I asked, flicking my chin in her direction, encouraging him to go to her.
As soon as Will was out of earshot, Alfie rubbed his hands together, his head down looking at them, then tilted his head to look at me. “Do you remember me fucking you, Lily?” His voice was low and seductive. To onlookers we could have been talking about any mundane thing.
Standing straighter, I was a little shocked at his crude question. I shrugged, embarrassed, not wishing to rehash our encounters. Of course I remembered. Jeez, I never thought much about anything else when I saw him.
Fixing his gaze on me, Alfie sneered.“Well? What? You do… you don’t… you’re indifferent?” he hissed, his eyes darting to where Will was, and then back to me.
Swallowing hard, his nearness made me unable to think.“Yes,” I mumbled quietly.
“Which part?” His eyes searched mine with an unnerving intensity.
“How could I forget. It isn’t as if I’d done a lot of that before,” I remarked in a small voice.
Alfie smiled.“I remember as well, Lily. Although, I had… done a lot… well, you know…” He straightened and stuffed his hands into his leather jacket pockets, smirking at me.
I didn’t know where thiswas going until he exhaled hard. “You felt all those amazing feelingswithme. I wasn’t there on my own,” he said, shaking his head at me.
Blushing at the memories of what we had done, I felt uncomfortable.“You’re going to throw this back at me now, to try to have me again? You wanted no ties, Alfie… you got them.”
His voice was husky. “No ties, right. It doesn’t mean I don’t want those feelings… you want those feelings again, Lily, don’t you?”
I shook my head vigorously. “I one hundred percent don’t want that with you. Not like that, with no feelings involved. I don’t want to be ‘mind fucked’ by you either, Alfie.” My voice was echoing the anger he was invoking in me.
I stared at him, fighting with everything I had in me, to keep myself strong.“I just want to be left alone to study and have a normal life. You’re killing me with this.” My voice was low and angry. I turned on my heels and walked in Will’s direction, leaving him standing with his arms crossed, staring smugly at me.
My heart pounded as I was making my way to them, but then the skies opened and the rain poured hard. The ground became saturated, covering the lawn with a few inches of rain inseconds. Will and Mandy had turned and were disappearing into a building behind them, and I had to turn and make my way back to the one nearest the car park.
Clearing the first door, I began to make my way inside, when a hand grabbed my wet, slippery arm, and pulled me behind the heavy, wedged open door at the porch. Alfie swung me around, pinning me hard against the wall behindthe door with his hips. The cramped space meant I had nowhere to go.
Firmhands slapped noisily on either side of my head, caging me in. Offering a slow, sexy, lopsided smile, his expression changed to that of a burning intensity the longer we stood there. He didn’t speak, just did that intense stare thing he did. “Stay here. The rain won’t last long,” he whispered huskily.
Feeling his arousal as the bulge in his pants kept brushing against me, made me swallow noisily. The sensation was so tantalizing and sweet, yet it stung that this was all I was to him. I didn’t move.
Breathless from running from the rain, and from how near he was to me, my chest heaved as I panted to compensate for the oxygen loss. My body hummed in anticipation and awareness of him, and I struggled to keep myself from shaking.
Alfie’s closeness, his familiar smell, his beautiful face–it was too much. I closed my eyes briefly because it hurt to look at how intoxicating I found him. When I opened them and focused, it was on his hair.
I didn’t want to look in his eyes and see the lust in his gaze that he’d probably see reflected at him from mine. So… avoiding his eyes, I stared at his soaking wet hair, and immediately wanted to run my fingers up the back of it.
Spots of rain dripped off the ends of some strands and ran down his neck. It teased me, and I wanted to lean in and press my mouth to his neck to catch them.
His T-shirtclung to his fabulous hard body, and his defined abs were visible. I stood frozen on the spot, mesmerized by him. He was so delicious.
Shaking my head, I triedto shake my feelings off, as well as the water from my hair. My blouse was transparent from the rain, and I noticed his eyes had dropped and were now feasting on my white lacy bra and cleavage. I tried to think ofhow I could get away, but he dipped his head forward, his face only an inch from mine.
The feel of his breath wascool when it landed on my lips. “Do you remember my kiss, that feeling when my tongue penetrates your lips into your hot mouth? Remember the feelings when I sucked on your tongue, Lily?”
My eyes dropped to his mouth, then briefly flicked to his eyes, before they once again, focused on his mouth. I had remembered, and it aroused me just hearing him talking to me about it. “You’re so beautiful, I can’t stand it,” he whispered in a sad tone.
Therewas friction again, as he grazed his denim-clad erection over my mound. I almost groaned, but managed to catch it and turn it into a small cough. I was so turned on by him.
Alfiewas such an expert in seduction and so damned alluring. It was taking everything I had to control the urge to give in to him. I had very little immunity to him. I began to think of how great his mouth had been on me, and I ached to have him give me those feelings.
He ran his tongue over his bottom lip quickly to wet it, and I shivered. He noticed and grinned, his eyes widening in recognition. “Look at you. You’re so turned on right now. Do you want me to kiss you?” He smirked. “Do you want my mouth on yours exploring you? Allow yourself that one word, Lily, and I can make you feel so good.” At that moment I wanted that more than anything. Everything he said sounded so sexy and tempting. I struggled to resist him, it would have been so easy to just move that fraction of an inch and touch him.
Watching him lick his tongue over his bottom lip quickly to wet it again, I trembled in anticipation of what he would do next. He noticed and crouched slightly pressing his hips further into me, as he tried to make contact with mine.
When he didthis, he chuckled softly, his eyes widening inresponse to the lack of control I was having over my body’s reaction to him. “Do you want me to kiss you? Do you want my mouth on yours exploring you?” he whispered in a sexy, seductive tone.
