Page 54 of Taming the Bear
And more than that, I want to know who this Dana and J.J. are.
By the time that we get out of the room and walk back into the main room, I could tell that everyone has been drinking more and they are drunker than fuck. The thing about drunk people that is fun is the fact that they love to talk about themselves. Yeah, it’s dirty but maybe I could get a feeler for whomever tried to kill Joe.
I don’t see Smokey around the room and I look harder to see if I can see. He’s nowhere to be found. Maybe that is why Joe seems a little out of it. Could he have confronted Smokey about the allegations and the evidence that I found?
Britney is jabbering on and on about some shit that I have no interest in and every few seconds, she asks if I’m listening. “Are you listening to what I’m saying?”
“Uh huh.”
I’m not listening to her and I could care less if she thinks I’m a rude ass bitch. I want to find Joe. I’m feeling so insecure after talking to Britney and I need some reassurance or something. Anything really.
She’s still talking about whatever and I scan the room trying to find Joe. When I do see him, my heart begins to beat faster and my breathing becomes harder. I don’t know how else to explain it, but the sight of him makes me happy.
Deciding that I’m going to ditch Britney and go talk to Joe, I walk fast away from her but then I’m stopped dead in my tracks when I see what he’s doing. And who he’s doing it with.
He’s sitting on a couch that is leather and then there’s a naked woman who is grinding her body against him. The woman looks trashy and her naked body is full of tattoos that look like shit. She has a huge ass tramp stamp on her back and her bleach blonde hair is nasty.
I want to stab this bitch in the throat.
I get that it comes with the territory and I shouldn’t expect him to even care about me, but this is embarrassing. Why is it embarrassing? He publically announced that I was his woman or whatever they call it. Now he’s getting lap dances by random strippers.
“Don’t worry about it. This kind of shit happens all of the time,” Britney says to me and points at Mack Truck. In his lap is another stripper. This stripper seems to be following suit with the other one with the trashy scale. “See? I would give that guy my life if he would even look at me twice.”
My eyes zeroed in on the tattoo on the bitch’s back that is rubbing against Joe. It’s of the Lucifer’s Lair symbol and there’s a phoenix above it. She seems like the type of person who would do anything to belong to someone and that someone was Joe. I fucking hate her.
“So, you just force yourself to be okay with this?” I ask her because I have to know. I have to know what I’m getting into and I need to make sure that it’s something that I could put up with.
She shrugs and her eyes are focused on Mack Truck. “Yep, because being with him would mean I have to be okay with it. I don’t like the fact that he sleeps with every woman that comes through the door. But, I love him and one day he’s going to love me too. On that day, all of this bull shit will be worth it.”
My eyes follow her while she walks past Mack Truck and then goes sit on some guy’s lap. She wraps her arms around the man’s neck and then begins kissing him on the mouth with sloppy kisses. My eyes widen as the man reaches into her barely there top and takes her left tit out. Holy shit!
Quickly, I grab my cell and rapidly tap out a message to Jen.
ME: sex is so… common here. I don’t know how else to describe it.
JEN: take your jeans off and show him your poo-tang!
ME: that doesn’t even sound appealing!
I glare at my phone and then dare her to say something to me about my last comment. Poo-tang? What the fuck does that even mean? It sounds disgusting.
JEN: your pussy.
ME: see ya later, jen
Before she could say anything else that would totally make me want to throw my phone, I put it back in my bra and then down the rest of my beer. I do a quick scan around the room and I can see that Mack Truck is watching Britney as she flirts with this other guy. I wonder, does he like her too? If he does, she totally is into him and he needs to lock that down. Even though Britney made me worry about what is happening with Joe, I can’t help but feel sorry for her.
My eyes scan again and I find Joe. He’s still getting a lap dance by this woman and I’m still getting pissed off. I’m trying hard to not go all psycho on his ass and kill this bitch that is rubbing her nasty pussy all over his dick. She’s probably getting off on it. She’s probably thinking that she’s about to score the big one by getting him to fuck her.
Well, not today you stupid bitch.
The Bear
