Page 14 of Dirty Little Virgin
I’ve thought of little else for the last hour while making and eating a ham sandwich. Thoughts of ropes, whips, paddles, and other things I deem wild. Another ding has me looking at my computer to find he’s written,Anybody there?
I’m here. Just nervous and thinking I’m being dumb about this whole thing.
You said you want to be an erotic author, Jade. This is just writing.
Fuck. He’s right, and I know it!
I type back,Okay, let’s get going on this then. I think I’d like to hear what you’d suggest to a newbie who’s a virgin.
Let’s pretend you aren’t a virgin for this, shall we?he writes.If I can ever talk you into anything for real, I plan on fixing that little problem promptly anyway.
I squirm on the bed as I get more comfortable and giggle at the thought. Even though I don’t believe the man in the picture he sent me is him, it’s still rattling around my brain that a guy like that one would be my first lover. It’s just too crazy!
Okay, Romeo, so in this scene, I’m a mature lady with miles of sex behind me. A real sex maniac. And I’m looking for some tough love.I stop and laugh at the idiotic words I’ve written.
Seriously, Jade. This will be so much better if you act like it’s really going to happen to you. Are you ready to stop playing around and get to it?
Damn, he is bossy!
I type,I’ll get serious, Pierce. So where would we go from here?
I left you kneeling at the playroom door. You have on bits of black leather, and I’m wearing loose-fitting black pants and nothing else.
Do you have defined abs?I ask as I move my face closer to the screen as if I could see him.
A full six pack and some perfect pecs that I work on daily. My biceps have been called monstrous. And I’m about to use my powerful body to bring yours into a state of complete submission.
K,I write back, as I’m having trouble breathing. The thought of him, whether it’s true or not, is making me hot.
Striding past you, I make my way to a couple of long ropes that are hanging from hooks on the ceiling. I will tie your body with the ropes, suspending you off the floor at a horizontal angle at just the right height so I can fuck you once I’ve got your endorphins buzzing.
Oh,I write as my heart races.And what can I do for you?
You can accept my rule over your body. You can allow me to play with it and make it do things you never dreamed of. I would appreciate you also letting out howls or moans.
So, pretend you hear me doing that then.In real life, I’d most likely bitch him out if he actually walloped me.
I will keep that in mind. Once I’m at the ropes, I will call to you to come to me. You will do so with your head bowed. And do you know why you are bowing?
No clue,I admit.
You are doing it because you want to. Not because I’ve told you to. You’re already getting prepared to transfer your energy to me by keeping yourself wrapped up in a neat little package until I untie you. Get it?
Um, I’m being calm and untalkative as I’m saving up my energy for what’s about to happen. Is that close?
Very, and I have to commend you on figuring that out all on your own. You are a very good girl, Jade.
Thank you,I say, and feel a little bit of pride. I don’t know why I do. The man just talked to me like I’m seven years old!
Okay, once you get to me, I will instruct you to hold out your arms, which you will do with no hesitation because you’re a good girl and know you can trust me with your body and your mind. I wrap one of the ropes around your arm, making sure that weight is distributed in such a way that you’ll feel weightless. The ropes will almost cradle you. Do you believe me when I tell you that if you let your mind soar, you will feel the way I’m describing?
I do believe that.I’m kind of on pins and needles as I wait to see what’s next.
Good. Limb by limb, I tie you up until you’re completely suspended as I described before. Is this all working for you, Jade?
It is,I answer.
If anything isn’t, you must let me know. This is supposed to be your fantasy, but since you’re so out of touch with this kind of thing, I’m helping you. You will soon be able to come up with your own ideas. You’ll see. And then you and I will make scenes together. And that will be something.
