Nodding, panting, I fell back on the pillows, realizing for the first time that I’d been propped up on my elbows, watching him as he ate me out. “Very much.” Exhaustion took over, and I lay back, closing my eyes. “I’m going to need a break.”
“Yeah, I thought as much.” He moved to lay next to me, propping his head on his hand as he looked down at me, his fingertips trailing gently over my breast. His lips pressed against my cheek as he murmured against my skin, “You know we’ve got to keep this a secret, right?”
I opened my eyes, looking at him. “I do know that. My parents will want to kill you.”
“And my daughters will want to do the same to you.” He kissed my lips so tenderly it made a tear slip from my eye. This was like nothing I’d ever experienced before. “But we can have this. No one needs to know.”
Moving my hand up his muscular arm to rest on his bicep, I felt a pain in my heart. “How long can we have this for, Christopher?”
“For as long as we both want it.” He kissed me again. “If you’re asking me how long I’ll want it, I know I’ll want it for a very long time.”
Chewing my lip, I wondered how long we could have anything if we had to keep it a secret. And then doubt, as well as a good amount of despair, filled me. “I think I should go to my room now. This is…a lot. I don’t know if I can do this.”
He tried to stop me. “Wait!”
Jumping up, I grabbed my dress off the floor and flung it on, not bothering with my bra or panties. I scooped up my purse and ran out of his room, which was only a few doors down from mine, thankfully.
I just can’t do this!