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Stop? What on earth? Why would she demand that he stopped when he was making her feel all these wonderful things? Then again, wasn’t it only right that he did? He was besotted by her, but that did not change the fact that he belonged to someone else. Her sister! Oh Eleanor! What have you gone and done again?
As she came to her senses, she shot up with a start, and he halted, jerking his head up in question, his hands on either of her sides. “Stop!” she was already scrambling away before he could say anything. She immediately sprung from the bed and put as much distance as she could between them.
“You should take your leave.” Her chest heaved heavily as she tried to recover her breath.
“Eleanor …”
“Not a word, Nicholas. We went too far this time. Please, I beg of you, leave!” She wrapped her arms around herself as if that would protect her from him. She struggled to cover herself up, but her clothing was torn. She reached for her covers and wrapped them around her body. As she saw his head drop, something tugged at her, but she resisted it. No more. She would be a slave to her emotions no more.
She got ready to argue with whatever reasoning he may offer, but none came. He only got to his feet, seemingly resigned. She looked away until he had righted himself. Then he began to head for the window. He stopped when he got halfway and half turned so that he could regard her.
“I am not sorry for that, Eleanor. I am only sorry that I will never be able to love you as much as I want to.”
Her heart broke, and she bit back a sob. If she had had doubts afore this, there were none now – she loved him, completely, fully. All her efforts had come to naught, as futile as filling a basket with water. She had gone and fallen in love with him, anyway. Nonetheless, she would shed no more tears. No more.
“Goodbye, Nicholas. Please, do not return.”
Nothing else was said between them, and only when she heard him land and begin to walk away did she run to her window to look at him. In the moonlit night, she could make out his silhouette as he hurriedly walked away. Only then, did she let a tear drop. A single pearl, and as it completed the journey from her eyes to her jaw, she wiped it away, and closed her windows.
“What’s done is done.”
She finally put off the gas lamp, and as it went out, she crushed the last bit of hope that she had held on to, until then.
Chapter 24
Isabelle Birmingham had always maintained that she was so much smarter than she was given credit for. She saw things, heard things that no one would ever imagine, and it was always so easy for her to surmise and arrive at an accurate conclusion. Often than not, her discovery left her in a state of astonishment. Many times, she had simply kept the new knowledge to herself and mused over it in time of boredom. There was an appeal to having a secret smile which no one knew the truth behind. However, this time, she knew that she had to do something.
She had been watching the night sky four nights ago, unable to catch any sleep, when a movement below caught her eye. Curious, she had moved closer and had immediately realised what it was she was looking at. Her elder sister, Agnes was meeting with her lover, Alan. She had kept her eyes on them until they had disappeared into the garden, and she had waited for their return. Only, unlike before, Agnes had stepped out alone … more like, ran out. That had gotten her attention, especially when in the days that followed she hadn’t seen a glimpse of a smile on her sister’s face, at least not one that reached her eyes. While she ruminated on what could be done, the most incredulous thing happened. As she returned from her night walk yesterday, she sighted none other than Lord Nicholas Stamford, climbing down a window. She had not needed to look up to know whose window it was, but she did anyway, and she found her little sister, Eleanor, staring down at the Lord, longingly. She reckoned one did not have to be a genius to put things together, but it had taken her less than a minute, the moment she got over her shock. Agnes, wasn’t the only one having an affair. Eleanor was too, with the man who was to be married to her sister, nonetheless! Imagine that! She had hardly gotten any sleep last night, aware of the complication this presented.
Never in her wildest imagination would she have thought Eleanor capable of such, but it was what it was. She had seen it with her own eyes. That left her with one answer – Eleanor was truly in love with Nicholas, and if the Lord had risked his life, climbing up and down a window, she reckoned it was safe to say that the feelings were returned. Again, she quickly realised the reason for Eleanor’s sadness and isolation these past weeks. She had worried about her sister; now that she knew what ailed her, it was obvious that something had to be done. It hadn’t been a mere coincidence happening upon them. It had happened so that she would do something about this. She had never felt love but knew that two people who loved each other had to be together. It had taken a while, but the solution had come to her as dawn broke, and she had finally gone to sleep. Now, twelve hours later, as she stepped into the ball the Stamfords had put together to announce the engagement between their household and hers, she knew completely what had to be done. The only thing that was left was to seek help from her accomplice. She wished she did not have to, that it could be someone else but she knew it had to be Benjamin Witherspoon, her arch enemy, the man who made her blood boil just from being in his presence. Yet, he was Nicholas’s best friend, and if she hoped to accomplish her mission, she had to get him on her side.
The crowd was minimal, as only those who had to be here had been invited. The noise covered her ears, but she kept her eyes open and senses alert as she searched the crowd for Witherspoon. Thankfully, he found her.
“Hmm. Tamed hair. Why do I have a feeling that this particular hairdo was intentionally chosen to go with this dress. Held up so high with your backline dipped so low, revealing such beautiful, creamy, flesh … hum … I must confess, very few men would be able to concentrate on little else tonight, including myself.”
Choosing to ignore the shiver in her spine, upon the feel of his breath on her bare nape, and his words in her ears, she rolled her eyes and turned so that she would face him.
“Just the person I was looking for.”
His brow shot up as a smirk flickered across his lips. “I knew that you had gone through this trouble for me but hearing you say it … I’ll be damned if I said it wasn’t doing things to me.”
How did anyone ever grow an ego this big? Mayhap she was wrong and would be better off working on her own. She immediately recognised the flaw in that reasoning. She was a Lady, and there were some movements she would not be allowed to make on her own. Places she could not take chaperones to. She needed a man. Yet, that did not mean she had to make this easy for him.
“The only thing I want to do, Witherspoon, is deflate that ego of yours and mayhap, wake you up from that dream that has you believing I would lift my littlest finger for you. However, I find there is a thrill seeing you so delusional and going mad over me.”
He chuckled, and she mentally congratulated herself. The twinkle of amusement in his eyes told her she had dished out a good one and won this round.
“If that be the case, then I declare that we are both delusional.”
“Speak for yourself, My lord. My senses are in perfect health, thank you.”
The dancefloor cleared and began to fill up with couples. It was time for the first dance and an idea immediately struck her.
“Would you care for a dance, Witherspoon?”
His surprise was evident as he raised his brow and cocked his head to one side to regard her. When her face remained expressionless, his smile faltered. “You are serious?”
“I would say so. Seeing as I am not in the habit of saying things I do not mean,” came her cool response.
