Page 47 of The Study of Seduction
Yet she buried her hands in his hair as he maneuvered one breast free of its trappings and covered it with his mouth.
The Vile Seducer hadn’t done such a thing—just mauled her through her bodice. But Edwin . . . oh, heavens. His silky, warm mouth explored her, sucking and soothing until she dug her fingers into his scalp. “Ohh . . . that is so . . . so . . .” She let out a shuddering sigh.
“You like that, do you?”
“Don’tyou?”
He uttered a choked laugh against her breast. “As if you need to ask.” His tongue flicked her nipple. “Can’t you see how I forget myself when I’m with you?”
His hair spilled over her hands like black satin as she clutched his head to her bosom. “But why?” she breathed. “You’re always . . . chiding me.”
“That’s to keep everyone from realizing that I want you in my bed.” He stared up at her, eyes gleaming. “I feared the whole damned world could tell.”
“That isn’t why you chide me,” she said wryly. “You disapprove of me, admit it.”
“You do make me insane.” He teased her breast lightly with his teeth, making her arch up against him. “And if we were to marry—”
“You would shoot me inside a month. Or I would shoot you.”
“Would you?” He straightened, dragging his open mouth up her neck in a series of hot kisses. “You’re not shooting me now.”
“No. But you’re . . . doing naughty things to distract me,” she gasped. “Later, I’ll regret letting you.”
“So I’ll marry you.” His hands caressed her other breast through her clothes. “Then you’ll have no regrets.”
“Edwin . . .”
He took her mouth again, to silence her.
But his hands were on her above and below, and she felt consumed bythosefeelings again, and this time panic swelled up from below like a mighty wave. It was too much. Too much!
She shoved him back, then slipped from between him and the table, grabbing a hairbrush as she went, which she brandished in front of her like a cudgel. Frantically, she struggled to pull her bodice up with the other hand.
His gaze dipped to the brush. “Clarissa?”
The shock in his voice brought her up short. Lord, he must think her mad.
She forced herself to lower the brush as she fought for calm. He must never guess her sordid past. She could only imagine what he would make of it. Bad enough that she had let him go as far as this.
With a steadying breath, she said firmly, “I will not let you ruin me.”I won’t let you hurt me.
“Ruin you?” He seemed disturbed by the words, for his eyes narrowed. “Surely you know I wouldneverruin you. I would never dishonor you so.”
The very mention of honor made her despair. He couldn’t understand, and if he ever learned the truth . . . “Men dishonor women every day, without a thought.”
“True.” He stepped closer, and she barely stifled her panic. “But I am not that sort of man. I am not my brother.”
The mention of Samuel reminded her whom she was dealing with. This was Edwin. She was being absurd. She set the brush down on the table.
He released a long breath. “Indeed, I am willing to marry you.”
Willing. But not exactly eager. “To protect me from Durand,” she said as she finished restoring her clothing.
With a nod, he said, “It makes sense. We’re friends, are we not?”
She swallowed. Edwin was ever practical. They were friends, so they should marry. Because it would “make sense” and be convenient. “It hardly seems a good basis for a lifetime together.”
He came near enough to cup her cheek. “All I ask is that you consider it. Just think about it, all right?”
