Page 56 of The Alpha's Seer
Blair flushes even more and shakes her head. “Nope.”
My heart aches when I wonder if she was a virgin when I took her in the woods.
Fuck, I hope that wasn't her first time.
My wolf is silent, and I can feel his fury without words, but then he speaks, confirming it.
'She better not have been a virgin, Calix.'
Fuck!
“Were you a virgin?” I ask, lifting my shameful gaze to her. “Before the woods?”
I know she's used toys, but that's not the same as being brutally fucked by an Alpha werewolf. We're known for our size, for fuck’s sake.
Oh, man.
Blair shakes her head, amusement in her eyes. “No, Calix, I wasn't a virgin before you fucked me.”
I'm not sure what to feel because the thought of anyone else touching her makes me murderous. My temple throbs, and I grit my teeth, forcing myself to remain calm.
“How many?” I rasp. “How many men before me?”
Blair shrinks back, and my wolf tells me to calm the fuck down. She didn't even know I existed. This isn't her fault.
But blinding rage cripples me when she says, “Two.”
Two men. Two fucking men touched my mate before me.
“And you?” Blair arches a brow at me in defiance.
“No men,” I bite out bitterly, the need to mark Blair stronger than ever. I'm a possessive bastard at the best of times, but this?
Fuck.
I want to kill someone.
“Calix, how many women?” Blair reaches out slowly to cup my cheek, her hand trembling slightly.
I revel in telling her, knowing it will break her, but wanting her to feel the anger and jealousy I do.
“Countless.”
Hurt flickers in her eyes as she drops her hand, my skin cold without her touch. My wolf snarls at my answer, and I curse myself under my breath.
There's no need to be a cunt just because she's fucked people before you,my wolf growls.
“I'm sorry,” I say, inhaling sharply. “I didn't mean to hurt you.”
“You did,” Blair replies softly, looking up at me. “You wanted to see my reaction. Did it satisfy you?”
I feel like I can't breathe. She's in pain because of me, and I hate myself.
“No,” I admit, pulling her into my arms. “No, it didn’t.”
“So you've fucked most of the women here, and I'm to live here with youand them. Great.”
I wince.
