Page 24 of Chaos
We’ve come to a clearing with a wide-open field and some benches around the edge, with large pond off to the side. We take a seat on a bench close to the water, letting the dogs off the lead. The pair of them take one look at us and then dart straight into the water with a splash.
Chaos turns me so I’m facing him and takes my hands in his.
“I’m going to lay it all out there for you. I feel a connection with you Liv. Something I have not felt before. Sitting here with you, your hand in mine, sitting on the sofa watching TV, it just feels so comfortable and right. I panic when I don’t know where you are or can’t see you in the common room. Every time I see you, I want to take you in my arms and kiss you. I want to build on this and see where we can take it us. I want you to stay, with me.”
Eleven
Chaos
I’vejust laid it all out for her and I am praying she doesn’t shout me down. Everything I’ve said to her is true and from the heart. She makes me feel things no one else ever has but also, she makes me feel comfortable enough to show her the true me. Show her all the sides of me as I know she won’t judge or think less of me.
Liv is the type of honest, down to earth girl who doesn’t judge anyone and accepts people for who they are. She is so kind and caring.Fuck, watching her with Lo today caused a ache in my chest. It felt like I had been missing something from my life before and now I realise it was her. I want to build a life and family with her. I’ve never thought about being a dad before, not even when Mayhem had Lo. I love being that little shits uncle but it didn’t make me want kids of my own. Olivia on the other hand, has been in my life a mere few days and has been wanting things I've never wanted before.
Taking her face in my hands, I look into her eyes, searching for something. Hope maybe, a sign she wants this too.
After a few seconds, she leans in and that my sign. My lips crash onto hers as my tongue sweeps around her lips, begging to be let in, just for a taste and she doesn’t disappoint.
This kiss is fireworks, I feel myself tingle and grow harder than ever before. She tastes amazing and I growl into the kiss as I move one hand to the back of head to pull her closer, as the other slides down her back. I’m so lost in the most heavenly kiss I have ever had, and forget where we are until suddenly a large wet beast jumps on.
“Raze,” I command and Liv squeals as both dog’s shake covering us head to toe in water, killing the moment.
Both of us sit there covered in water as the dogs run off again, silently we turn to look at each other and burst out laughing.
“That was hilarious,” she giggles.
“You best be talking about the dogs, otherwise you might dent my ego,” I laugh.
“Your ego is just fine,” she sasses back and my cock starts to get hard again.
I stroke her hair back from her face and lean forward for another quick kiss.
“Best kiss of my life,” I tell her.
“Was pretty good,” she says with a cheeky smile.
“Now my ego definitely just took a hit. Pretty good is not good enough.”
Laughing, the little minx skips away from me and after the dogs.
“You’ll have to try harder next time,” she taunts.
“Oh, I'll show you harder.”
I take off running after her, picking her up and twirling her around. Her laugh is the most beautiful sound I have ever heard. Pulling her into my arms, I kiss her hard, pouring everything into the kiss.
“Better?”
“Oh yeah, you’re getting the hang of it,” she says with dazed look on her face.
“Guess I need more practise then.”
Cupping her hand in mine, we walk back to the dogs and put them on the lead, then head back for the car and clubhouse. After the dogs showered us with mucky pond water, we both need shower.
Fuck, I'm hard again thinking about Liv in the shower.
Once we are back at the clubhouse, I hand the dogs over to the prospects.
“Use plenty of dog shampoo on them, they’ve been in disgusting pond water. Fuck only knows what’s floating in it.”
