Page 26 of Zombie's Howl-O-Ween
Not saying I loved Brandon,yet. I liked him a lot and could see myself getting to the love part fast and spending the rest of my life with him.
I wanted Brandon to be my one and only, and to have all my firsts.
Knowing how sensitive he could be with things and his sensory issues, I didn’t feel right about crawling under theblankets and surprising him. I could inadvertently trigger him, and I’d never want to risk losing him.
He’d asked for my consent before we got down and dirty, and I felt it would only be right to get his consent for this as well.
“Brandon,” I whispered, trying not to startle him. He’d warned me last night that he wasn’t used to sleeping with anyone, so if he nodded off, he could wake up disoriented and lash out.
He’d been afraid of hurting or offending me, but he didn’t need to worry. I was prepared for everything and knew he wouldn’t intentionally do anything to harm me.
Who knew he would be the sweetest and most thoughtful guy?
After hundreds of encounters over the years, he had turned out to be an incredible man. All he needed was to feel safe and comfortable with me to let his guard down.
I wanted to be his safe place. Wanted him to know he wouldn’t get judged for his interesting behaviors. Plainly, I liked him just the way he was.
“Brandon,” I whispered his name again and touched his shoulder. “It’s me, Trixie. Do you remember I stayed the night?”
He stirred a little and made a noise but didn’t open his eyes.
“It’s morning, and I wanted to give you a blowjob.”
He jerked under me and popped his head up. “You’re still here.”
“Of course, I am. Where else would I be after that mega snowstorm?”
“Right.” He exhaled and let his head fall back on the pillow. It seemed like he was relieved I hadn’t left, and that made me happy.
“You were asleep. Even snoring.”
“I don’t snore.”
“Um, I heard you snoring, buddy. Any idea how long you’d been asleep?”
“What time is it now?”
I reached for my cell phone on the nightstand. The screen flashed. “Wow, it’s after ten.”
“That’s crazy. I think I drifted off not long after you. Thought it would be a cat nap.”
“Nope, you got a good six hours like me.”
“That’s totally crazy. I can’t remember the last time I got more than three to four hours at one time.” He tilted his head toward me and smiled. “It’s all because of you, Trix. You’re good for me.” He hugged me tightly and kissed my head.
“You’re good for me, too. So how about a morning blowjob?”
“Hey, I’d never turn down getting sucked off by you.” He lifted the blanket.
I got a big whiff of our bodily fluids. Wow, it was a little funky if I was honest. But I’d keep it to myself and made a mental note, that going forward; always clean up after sex.
Disappearing under the covers, I positioned myself and went right to it. The thing about me that I believed made me a phenomenal human being was how I pushed through difficult situations. I jumped in with both feet. Like now…
I took Brandon into my mouth and did what felt right, licking him and discovering his dick up close and personal.
His thighs stiffened under me. Immediately, I worried I was hurting him. But before I could ask him, he grabbed my head.
“Fuck, yeah.,” he groaned. “That feels so good.”
