CHAPTER 7
SCARLETT
“Daddy!” I whine.
He walks into the room, carrying Juniper. For the last few minutes, he has been in the kitchen, doing who knows what, leaving me in the living room.
I don’t know how many days have passed since he’s allowed me to be somewhere other than the bedroom, but I am sick and tired of doing nothing.
“Yes, Little One?” he asks, sitting down next to me on the couch.
“When can I get up and move a little?” I ask. “Aiden came the other day and told me I was fine to take gentle exercise.”
“No.”
“Daddy.” I glare at him.
He places Juniper in her cot, and she makes cute baby noises, like she’s talking to herself.
“I said no. I don’t want you hurting yourself. You can rest for longer,” he says.
“I am growing so fed up of sitting on the couch or the bed. I want to walk a little. He said it was fine as long as I rested when I got tired,” I point out.
“I said no.”
I glare at him, not liking him saying that word.
“Please?” I beg.
If I knew I wouldn’t get into trouble for getting onto my knees, I would drop to them now.
“I’ll suck you off if you let me walk around a little.” I smile at him.
Daddy groans but shakes his head.
“You don’t want that?” I ask, caving my shoulders in.
“Oh, Little One, I want that a lot, but no. You cannot bribe me with a blowjob to get me to let you walk around.” He taps my nose.
“I thought that was going to work for sure,” I mumble to myself. “Please? I’ll give you a few. Whenever you want one. Maybe I can even fall asleep with you in my mouth.”
I have heard several people doing that, and it has always intrigued me. Would it be just like a pacifier? I have slept with a pacifier, and it was the best night’s sleep I’ve ever had.
Sadly, that was the one and only time I had tried it.Hecame back the next day, and I knew if he found it, he would be livid, so I hid it. Then he never left that night, which meant I couldn’t use it.
Daddy looks at me for several seconds before a soft smile forms on his face. “If you want to try falling asleep with my cock in your mouth, we can try that,” he gently says. “But that is only if you want to do that.”
I shrug and look away. I didn’t think the conversation was going to be thrown back at me, and I’m not ready.
“There is nothing to be ashamed about. I know some Littles who do that with their Daddies. Some even suck on their Daddies’ cocks to calm down when they are super anxious,” Daddy says. “There is nothing wrong with it. If you want to see if it’ll help you sleep better, then we can try. Or if you just wantto try a pacifier first, we can also do that. I meant to ask if you wanted to try one to see if your sleep will improve.”
“You know I don’t sleep well?” I ask, turning toward him.
Almost every single night, I have woken up from a nightmare. I’ve never screamed out, but I have gasped and am breathing heavily when I realize that I’m safe. But Daddy never moved or made it seem like he was awake. I didn’t want to bother him when he was still sleeping in the chair.
I cringe at the thought. I’ve been trying to get him to sleep in the bed or move us to a different room, but he won’t have it. He wants me to be comfortable.
I think I would be more comfortable if he was in bed with me. His strong arms wrapped around me, shielding me from everything. But I haven’t voiced it yet, too afraid that he is going to reject me.