Page 59 of Spiralling Skywards

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“I’ve got the beginnings of a migraine actually. I think I’m gonna go jump in the bath and then have an early night.”

I stood up. The room spun. I blamed it on the migraine causing black spots to dance in front of my eyes. I said goodnight and gave cuddles to everyone.

“We need to talk,” Will whispered in my ear.

“I’ll be up as soon as they’ve gone.” Sasha gave me a squeeze as she spoke.

I couldn’t be bothered to have a bath. I took off my clothes, pulled on a pair of pyjamas, and climbed into bed.

Why didn’t he choose me?

Just for once.

Why didn’t someone, anyone, just choose me?

I cried. I cried so hard my head, chest, and throat ached.

I cried until I fell asleep.

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