“Your heart is so beautiful, Little one. I think that you have the most beautiful gift of helping people feel seen and heard. I think that if someone is unkind when you’re trying to be nice to them,that maybe you should take a step back. You can still love them while loving yourself by keeping your own feelings safe.” ”
“Thank you, Daddy. That’s a good idea.… and thank you for helping me see that wanting to be kind and friendly to people is a good thing.”
“Maybe we can work on our insecurities together? You’ll help me embrace my laugh and I’ll remind you of how special a big heart like yours is.”
***
Lennon
“I think that’s a great idea, Daddy. I’m glad you’re not just another pretty face.”
Kay laughed at me and then unwrapped me from my towel burrito. “This is a beautiful sight.”
I brought my hands up to cover myself, but she quickly stopped me by catching my forearms and moving them back to the bed.
“No hiding from Daddy, baby. I’ve been waiting to see this since last night.”
People always assumed it was easy for me to be naked since I danced on stage, but when it was just me and someone else, it was far more intimate. Kay didn’t make me feel awkward, though, just beautiful.
Kay climbed on the bed beside me and pressed her mouth to mine. Her colorful hair fell around us and I liked how it gave us a curtain of privacy. When her tongue traced my lips I opened for her and she explored the inside of my mouth. Our tongues brushed against each other tentatively and I wondered if Kay was being gentle with me because she knew I’d only ever been with men before.
“You’re thinking awful hard, baby,” she said after she’d broken our kiss.
“I’ve never been with a woman before. Can you tell?” I asked, feeling very insecure.
“No, honey. I couldn’t.”
“I’ll make you feel good, though. I promise.”
She brushed her hand up my neck and cheek. “I already feel good because you’re here with me. Tonight isn’t just about pleasure. It’s about growing our intimacy, but if at any point you get scared, you can stop it. I won’t be upset. We have all the time in the world. I waited a long time to find you and I’m not in any hurry.”
“Can I see you?” I asked, lifting my arm to play with the neckline of her Daddies Ink t-shirt.
“Keep that hand on the bed, Little one. I want to make sure it’s not too sore,” she said, removing it from her neck and placing it back on the bed.
“Yes, Daddy.”
“You’re such a good girl for me, Lennon.”
Her words made my tummy dance and my heart settle. I loved being her good girl. Her fingers trailed around one of my nipples.
“I wasn’t a good girl for you today.”
She smiled. “No. You will always be a good girl. You just made a naughty choice to go to Boonze alone, but we’ve talked about it and I’m sure you won’t do it again. I’ll spank you when I’m sure you’re okay and that bastard didn’t hurt you, but you’re still a good girl, Lennon.”
“And then you’ll forgive me?” I asked, really worried about that part. I didn’t like there being something between us.
“I already have. You never have to worry that Daddy won’t forgive you for something. We all make mistakes, honey.”
I lifted my good hand to her face and stroked my fingers over her face. “You’re a really good Daddy.”
She kissed my mouth before stepping off the bed and kicking off her shoes and peeling off her tight fighting jeans. Her shirt, bra, and panties joined the floor next. She was round and lush and her skin was smooth and milky. Her breasts were bigger than mine, much bigger, and I wanted to hold them in my hands so badly.
“You’re so beautiful,” I breathed in awe.
She climbed back on the bed and covered me with her body. Pressing soft kisses down my neck and collarbone, she worked her way to my chest.
“Your breasts are fucking amazing,” she said before sucking a nipple in her mouth. It felt like a direct touch to my clit and I arched my back. I felt her grin around my nipple. She popped off of that one before sucking the other into her mouth.