Page 34 of Between Never and Forever
Her pussy tasted like heaven,hell, accomplishment, and failure all wrapped up into one perfect fantasy. I’d grown accustomed to being able to compartmentalize my life, fitting every feeling or person or task into a certain category. With Kee, though, my emotions shot off like damn fireworks in different directions. I’d craved her for so long. Yet having her right then, I knew, was going to ruin me.
Hell, she’d just removed an engagement ring from her finger. It showed me she wanted this as badly as I did. Sure, she was as sweet as I remembered, but now she’d matured into knowing what she wanted as she rocked against my tongue.
The thought of her learning her desires with Ethan fueled my jealousy, my pace, my need to have her. All this time, I could have had her, but instead I’d let another man be with her instead.
I flicked my tongue over her clit and watched her body jerk in response to me. Only me. I still owned a part of her when we were together here like this.
She whimpered and then breathed out, “I only want the real you throughout all this, Dex. Only you.”
That statement had me faltering. Didn’t she know I was colder now? Fiercer. Meaner. She’d done that to me. I undid my belt buckle and pulled my length free. Then I let her feel the cold metal against her pussy.
She gasped and looked over her shoulder. “Is that— You’re pierced?”
“Yeah, Kee.” I felt her slickness drip over my cock and groaned, trying to contain myself.
“Is that going to hurt more?”
“Hurt?” I questioned, shocked all of a sudden by the thought of someone hurting her while screwing her. “I’m going to fuck you so good, it’s going to hurt when I stop, Kee.” I rubbed her clit again.
“Do it, then. Make this real again.” She clawed at the counter as I gripped her hips, not sure if I was pushing her away or getting ready to dive into her.
I wanted this. I needed it. Yet my soul was scared of it. I was scared of having her once and for all. “We were always real, babe. This pussy of yours is so soaked, I’m guessing you’ve been dreaming about having me since the beginning.” I wouldn’t shy away from a fight anymore, and I controlled most everything in my life. I could control this too. I gripped her hair and pulled her stomach up from the counter to spin her around. I made sure she was sitting on the edge, so our faces were just centimeters apart. I wanted to see her when I finally showed her who she’d walked away from. “Keep your eyes on me, Kee. I want you to watch who can fuck you so hard you forget about the good-girl image you’ve built for yourself and see who you always truly belonged to.”
And with that, I plunged into her.
Hard.
She gasped loudly and then whimpered as her eyes widened on me. It wasn’t a sound I was expecting and not at all the sound I wanted. She slapped a hand over her mouth, and her whole body tensed. Her look alone would have had me freezing, yet her body language was even more of a signal to me.
“Kee.” I froze, my cock still in her, bare and throbbing, but I was distinctly aware now that I was in unmarked territory. Fuck. She was breathing hard but not looking at me at all. “Kee, please tell me I’m stretching you because no one has ever come close to being as big as me.” I shifted so I wasn’t holding her so tight, and her eyes shut as a blush rose over her chest and her face.
“No one has come close to being inside me at all, Dex.”
Her whispered confession had me swearing under my breath again even as my cock swelled like it was damn proud. Slick but so tight, the walls of her fought my cock. Suddenly the anger I’d felt before, the jealousy, the rage was gone. All that was left was my concern. “Kee, fuck. Please tell me I didn’t just ruin this. Please tell me you’re… “
“I’m still a virgin. Well, I was. Much more of a good girl than you thought.” She cracked open an eye. “Fuck me like I’m not one though?”
“You’re out of your damn mind.” I started to shift back so I could slide out of her, but her hand shot out to grab my ass behind her.
“Don’t you dare leave me now, Dex.”
“We’re not doing this.” I shook my head, trying to tell my cock that too.
“We are. Just…take me to your bed.”
“If I’d known—”
“If you’d known, then what?” she asked, her eyes burning with anger all of a sudden. “You wanted to fuck me like you hated me. Who cares then, right?”
Both of my hands were on either side of her on the counter now. “Babe, I’m not going to fight with you right now. My cock is so far inside you, I’m scared I’m going to break you, okay?”
She was still holding on to my ass tight though, and when I shifted, she whimpered again. Yet she said, “I’m not going to break. Just carry me to your bed. And don’t pull out of me. Because that will hurt.”
“Keelani, you realize the act of sleeping together requires that I—”
She smacked my shoulder. “Obviously, Dex. I want to lie in a bed and hopefully do it a little less…abruptly.”
My forehead fell to hers and, for a moment, all the tension between us left. “Wrap your legs around me.”
