Page 101 of Between Desire and Denial
“Just because you don’t see yourself as absolutely one in a hundred billion doesn’t mean I don’t.”
“A hundred billion, huh? That’s pretty exact.”
“There’s about a hundred billion stars in this galaxy, Olive. I know because I was on a plane discussing another business investment I’m considering. And you know what I kept thinking of? You. You shine brighter than the hundred billion stars for me.”
I stared out at them. And then I looked out at how we could see other backyards connected to ours in the moonlight, how the hills rolled into the stars on the right and the city lights to the left.
This whole community was so intertwined, and I’d missed how we all fit together. How I could fit in. How I should. Yet, pieces were falling into place, and I wondered if Dimitri would fall into place with me.
I sighed and glanced at the hot tub. I shoved off the lid and felt the steam swirl out into the night air.
“Going in?” Dimitri murmured behind me.
“I shouldn’t.” I shook my head. “I should go work on my thesis and finish figuring out exactly what our proposal should be for the board meeting. You should want me to do that.”
“And yet I want you in the hot tub instead.” His voice vibrated against the soft skin of my neck in just the right way, making me shiver.
I turned to look up at him in the moonlight. He stood right against me, and I fit there with him. Then he pulled me even closer by my waist so I could feel how hard he was. “If I say yes, it doesn’t mean yes to everything.”
He gripped my hips and moved me forward toward the stone hot tub steps. When I hesitated for a second, he gripped me tight and lifted me right over the edge of the hot tub and set me in it. “I’m not asking for a yes to everything right now, Olive.” His hand brushed against my neck and then to the red straps of my dress. He pulled on one and then the other until it fell fluidly into the water.
“My dress is going to be ruined,” I murmured as I stood there in the red bra and panties I’d picked out for tonight.
“Good. I’ll buy you a new one that goes all the way up to your chin and down to your toes.”
“For all the dates I’ll be going on later?” I said as I shoved the dress down into the water and stepped around it.
He was shaking his head at me as he undid his shirt buttons and pulled it off. “You know I took my jet back and had them speed half the way.”
“Why? You were Mr. Perfect at that point. You knew no one else was going to show,” I reminded him as he unbuckled his belt. He pulled it through his belt loops and walked up the stairs to the hot tub, unbuttoning his slacks and getting rid of them.
“Some other man was bound to see you sitting there alone and hit on you. I couldn’t have that.”
He stepped in, right up to me, and I practically moaned as his wet skin touched mine. Then he reached over and turned the bubbles on. Every sensation was heightened now that he was in there with me and the hot water moving around us. I felt his cool breath, the touch of his soft lips against my cheek, the way his hand dragged the hot water across my stomach. “I can’t haveanother man look at all this. I’ve missed it too much for anyone else to admire.”
“Don’t be ridiculous,” I murmured but I was already wrapping my arm around the one he had against my body and pressing my ass into him because I’d missed him too. So much.
He stepped us back enough to pull me down as he sat, and then I was in his lap, leaning my head back as he kissed my neck and ran his hands over my bra, behind my back to unhook it, and then I pushed the straps off.
His hands immediately covered my breasts, and I reached behind me to shove at his boxers. He moved away though, not ready to let me have him yet. “I want you. I want you right now, Dimitri.”
“I know, Honeybee. It was too long,” he murmured in my ear. “I love seeing how much you really want me though. Give me another minute, huh? Let me make you feel good first.”
“It’ll feel good when your cock is in me,” I whimpered.
I felt the scruff on his jaw as he shook his head against my neck. “I spent too much time away from you. I won’t again. I need to apologize to this pussy of yours first, baby. Spread your legs.”
“No. Please.” But Dimitri was done with my requests. He yanked the thong from my legs and it ripped under the water, the red fabric floating up away from my sex, leaving me bare with the bubbles moving right against me and my arousal. His hand cupped me, and I jolted into him.
“How can you beg for my cock when this pussy wants it all?”
He slid a finger in, and I spread my legs immediately. I felt his cock against my ass then, too, and he shifted it so the tip pressed right against my other hole, making me whimper and moan. He chuckled and flexed his hips just a little, making my ass tense against the tip of him.
“Dimitri, please.” I didn’t even know what I was asking for at this point. I placed my hands on his knees for leverage and pushed back on his cock. He swore as my ass stretched just a little and his fingers thrust in me fast as his thumb rolled over my clit.
All the sensations, the hot water rising and falling on my breasts, him biting into my neck, my body missing the feel of his. Every part of me coiled up and burst apart as I cried out into the night.
My body shook with the orgasm that rolled through me so fast that the water splashed around me as I arched back into him. He was quick to keep his cock from moving further into my ass, but he thrust his fingers up and down to milk my aftershocks as he murmured, “That’s it, Honeybee. Take all you want. Fuck my hand with that pretty little pussy of yours and show me just how good of a girlfriend you are. See how you take it. How you want it. How you’re mine.”
