I curse.
 
 “I’m trying to prove to myself that I don’t need your touch to find pleasure.”
 
 “And?”
 
 “And what?”
 
 “Are you proving yourself right?”
 
 “Whenever I close my eyes, your idiotic face pops into my head. So no, not really.”
 
 “If it makes you feel better, I haven’t been able to get you out of my head, and for whatever fucking reason, I have no interest in grinding or fucking a single woman at Bucky’s bar.”
 
 “Poor baby, you haven’t had sex in two weeks. I have a blue clit. Or pink pussy. Or a turquoise taco. Whatever you want to call it. I haven’t had sex since you.”
 
 The admission turns me on. My dick comes to life behind my jeans for the first time in weeks—months, if I’m honest.
 
 “I’m right here.” I take a step inside the bathroom.
 
 “That was not an invitation.”
 
 I stop. “Wasn’t it?”
 
 Her lips purse, and her eyebrows dip together. “I’m still mad at you.”
 
 “I’m mad at myself for every word I’ve said that’s hurt you. But I miss you, Els.”
 
 “I don’t want foreplay talk. Do you want to bang or write a love poem? I have no interest in the latter.”
 
 She’s acting cool and distant, but I saw the flash of relief in her eyes. A moment of what we are together.
 
 I rip my shirt over my head and in a few large strides, I plunge into the claw foot tub, denim and all.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 Chapter Nine
 
 SILVER