Page 6 of Lost In You
I set my phone face down on the end table and turned on the TV to watch basketball. Sliding my hand down my face, I gulped my beer, wishing things could just be simpler. Ashanni was going to be the fucking death of me. She put that pussy on me and had a nigga losing his fucking mind. Truth was, I didn’t wanna leave home. I had an abundance of opportunities if I did, but being away from my family didn’t excite me. I loved my family, and I loved my friends. I just hated that Ashanni and I hung around the same people.
Rylan was my dude, but I was on the outside looking in now because of my feelings for her. She was around Rylan and Angel quite a bit. I liked to chill with Christian, KJ, and Jacob too, but they were all her first cousins. She was cool with their wives, especially Angel and Mya. Now that the twins were coming back,my time would be limited around my own damn brother if I couldn’t get my feelings in check. This shit with her was making me a loner, and I didn’t like that shit one bit.
When the doorbell rang, I frowned. If I didn’t feel like talking to his ass, I surely didn’t want him in my face. It had to be Red Squared. That nigga was the only one who would pop up here. Ferris even called before coming over. It rang again, and I huffed. I damn near needed a crowbar to get me out of this recliner. I got to the front door and flung it open, ready to give him all this smoke. However, my heart lept in my fucking throat when I saw Ashanni standing there.
I was about to step aside and let her walk in, but my savage took over. I grabbed her by the neck and pulled her to me. Her eyes had widened, but she adjusted quickly. I slammed the door and kissed her with a sense of urgency. She placed her hands at the back of my head, holding me in place. I could only hope this was her giving in to me, or this would be a goodbye fuck.
This woman was everything I wanted, and I didn’t know how many times I could reiterate that to her. I would protect her with my life, even from Mila’s ass. That bitch wanted some drama? I could give it to her. I didn’t condone a man hitting a woman, but I would fuck her up to protect Ashanni. Thankfully, I didn’t think Ashanni needed help in that department, because my conscience would probably eat me alive after the fact.
I broke our kiss and pulled the straps of her romper off her shoulders while staring into her eyes. Her eyelashes fluttered as her lips parted. When her head dropped back, I immediately brought my tongue to one of the places I knew she liked it to be. I licked and sucked her from her collar bone to her earlobe. After grazing it with my teeth, I said in a low voice, “You ready to stop fucking around and be serious?”
She moaned as the goosebumps appeared on her skin. When I talked directly in her ear, that shit turned her on, no matterwhat I was saying. When she didn’t respond, I grabbed her neck again, applying a little pressure. “Ashanni, if you want this dick, you need to talk to me, right the fuck now.”
I slid my hand from her neck and gripped her fat pussy through her clothes. When I felt her romper get wet, I knew she was way beyond talking. She needed that shit stroked.
“Asad . . . please . . .” she begged, then let out a small cry.
I yanked that shit down over her hips, slid my shorts down, then lifted her. It wasn’t shit for me to move that thong to the side and slide into her paradise. She knew I wouldn’t be able to resist her, no matter what I said. I was a fucking fiend for her, and she took full advantage. When her hot pussy slid down my shit, we both released sighs of relief. She could deny it all she wanted to, but she needed me as badly as I needed her.
I began slamming her on my dick as she screamed out expletives. “I don’t know why you wanna fucking play with me. You making me crazy, girl. Got me practically stalking this pussy.”
Her eyes rolled to the back of her head, and the tears slid down her cheeks. I frowned slightly and walked to the door, placing her back against it. I slowed my assault a bit. “Look at me, baby girl. Why you crying?”
She licked her lips, then stared into my eyes. “I’m tired of running from you.”
“Then stop doing that shit then,” I said with a deep frown on my face.
I started fucking her up right there against the front door, then watched her pussy squirt all over me. “Fuck! Give me more, Shani.”
She squirted more, but I wasn’t talking about that shit. I wanted her heart, because she sure in the hell had mine. I was in her pussy raw. That was a definite sign that she had me cuckoofor fucking Cocoa Puffs. I hadn’t fucked anybody raw since Mila’s ignant ass.
“I can’t lose you, Asad,” she said, causing me to slow my pace.
I lifted my eyes from the action below and brought them to hers. I licked my lips as I stared into her soul, waiting for her to continue. I was so close to busting all in her shit. She needed to get out what she wanted to say before I couldn’t concentrate.
“I think I’m ready to risk it all. I’m scared as fuck though.”
“What you scared of, baby?” I asked as I began long stroking her pussy.
I was deep in her shit. Leaving her gaze, I sucked her nipple in my mouth, making love to it with my tongue.
“That I will end up in jail for fucking yo’ baby mama up. I will . . . fucking black out . . . on that bitch! Fuuuuck!”
She was creaming. Her pussy was so damn hot. My emotions were all over the damn place. She was giving in. I wrapped my arm around her waist, holding her close. “Fuck. It’s about time. I was about to give up on you, girl.”
I walked away from the door and led her to my bedroom. She lay in bed and spread her legs for me. As I watched her, she slid her hand all through paradise, indulging in the decadent waterfall it had to offer. I eased into bed to get a taste. When my tongue touched her clit, my eyes rolled to the back of my head. I submerged my mouth into her shit like it was the last meal Earth would offer me. I didn’t show my skills to a lot of women, but fuck. Ashanni could get this shit on command.
Her taste only had me wilding out even more. I didn’t know why I hadn’t indulged in her flavors sooner. If she was going to be mine, I would eat this shit out while she was driving. She didn’t know what she’d unlocked. After she released her affections on my tongue, I lifted my head, slid my hand down my beard, and said, “Besides, Jay, you my priority. She finna be in for a rude fucking awakening.”
THREE
ASHANNI
“Where did you go?I had the blunt fired up and everything. Ain’t shit left now though.”
I slowly shook my head and chuckled at my daddy’s foolishness. Before I could say a word, Asad appeared at my side. He placed his hand at the small of my back and extended his hand to my dad.
“How you doing, Mister Jasper?”
