Page 21 of Nothing Even Matters
Faith shook her head. “Stop speaking.”
Eli stepped closer to her. He stared into her eyes and felt the heat between them. “Oh?”
Faith’s tongue darted to her lips. “Just…” She felt his warm breath on her lips and briefly closed her eyes. She felt her breath caught in her lungs and forced the air out. “…stop that.”
Eli lifted Faith’s chin with a finger and softly kissed her lips. “Tell me no.”
“Um…” Faith let out a few more breaths and locked eyes with her ex. “I…I…I can’t.”
Eli picked up Faith and carried her into the master bedroom. He removed her towel as she removed his. He then laid on top of her and caressed her face. “Non posso vivere sensza di te.”
Faith loved it when Eli spoke Italian to her. Despite being together for so long, she only knew a handful of phrases. It was going to be her goal to become fluent in it since her children were. “What does that mean?”
“I can’t live without you,” he quietly replied.
Faith adjusted her position and Eli slid inside her slick heat. She arched her back as a soft moan escaped her lips. Once again, he completely filled her and she clutched around his length, guiding him in. “Facciamo l’amore.” She begged.Make love to me.
Eli gathered Faith’s hands and held them over her head as he pushed more inside her. “Always,” he swept his lips over hers. “Always.” He moved agonizingly slow at first before it bored him. He gathered Faith legs and held them against his chest as he began to move faster.
Every stroke from Eli pulled muffled sounds and gasps from Faith, who intentionally kept quiet in fear of waking the children. Even if she wanted to make noise, she didn’t know if she could as she felt him slam into her and slowly pull out to the point of withdrawal.
Faith clutched Eli’s arms as he relentlessly pounded into her. Her sex gripped tighter around his shaft and her body began the quiet spasms in preparation for her orgasm. It started at the balls of her feet, curling them into tight circles. It traveled up her legs and settled in the pit of her belly before it exploded out of her mouth.
Eli covered Faith’s mouth with his as she screamed into it. He thrust a few more times before he met a climax of his own and collapsed on top of her. After a few moments, Eli rolled off Faith and pulled her close to him.
Things were the same. Things were wildly different. The only thing that hadn’t changed between them was the love they shared.
No matter what happened between them, Eli was confident they would always be a part of each other’s lives in one form or another. He would still give it one last shot to make it work. If it didn’t, Eli knew he at least tried.
He had to. For the sake of the children – and his sanity.
