Page 20 of Finesse
I’m not sure how much I should care about any of this. What Cameron does with his money is truly his business and I’m reaping the benefits of this. I just hope I can quiet this nagging feeling in my gut like there’s something more.
Just as I was about to settle in for a nap, I hear the bedroom door briefly open and close. I lift up my head and see Cameron walk in. He looks so damn good in his t-shirt and jeans, like it’s a staple in his closet and he doesn’t veer too far from it.
He removes his shoes and settles in the bed with me. I turn around and he wraps his arm around my waist and pulls me closer to him. We’ve kissed and made out plenty of times, but this is the most intimate we’ve ever been.
I thought my heart would be pounding and racing, but it’s not. I’m safe. I’m happy. And I’m with my man. I place my palm on his heart and feel how it’s rapidly beating, like he just ran a marathon. Yet, he’s so calm, cool, and collected.
“What’s on your mind, beautiful?” He studies my eyes as he softly blinks.
“Are you okay?” I ask and he nods. “Your heart is racing.”
His brown eyes softened a bit, but I still see a vein firmly popped out of his neck. His face may say one emotion but the rest of his body says something opposite. “Had a tense meeting but I’m better now.” He kisses the tip of my nose and I purr in response.
What meeting could Cameron’d have forty thousand feet in the air? “Okay,” Cameron is dropping the subject and in turn, so do I. “What are we going to do in New York?”
“Whatever you want. I have a few places I want to take you.” He interlocks fingers with mine. “We’re going to meet up with some friends later and then we’ll have the whole weekend to ourselves and whatever you want to do.”
“Sounds wonderful.” Cameron wraps his arm around my back and rubs it.
His hands are warm and soft and I feel so secure with him holding me. I feel protected like he would never let anything come to harm me. I’ve never felt that way about anyone before, but I never had the opportunity, neither.
“How much longer do we have until we land?” I ask.
“About three hours or so.” His eyes are closed and he looks super comfortable.
“Okay.” I pause and wonder if I’m really about to do what I’m leaning towards. I decide YOLO. “Cam?”
“Hmm?”
“I’ve never sucked dick before.”
Cameron’s eyes slowly open and he just stares at me with obvious question marks behind the irises. “Okay.”
“I’m just saying if you’re expecting me to be an expert, I’m not. I just…” My eyes look everywhere but Cameron’s face since he’s boring holes into my body. “…I don’t want you to get back to the hotel and think I’m going to be some porn star and blow you away in bed because I’m not.”
Cameron gently grabs my face and pulls me to his gaze. “I have no expectations of you, Tay. I told you this was a no-pressure weekend and I still stand by that.”
I let out the breath I didn’t realize I held. “Okay. I just wanted you to realize what the deal was.”
“I understand.” He pauses. “Have you ever had your pussy eaten before?”
A weird swirl of emotions course through my body. Anticipation, nervousness, arousal, and surprisingly, delirium. My head is spinning, yet I don’t feel dizzy. “No, I haven’t.”
“Would you like it if I did it for you?” He asks.
I let out another breath. It seems like there’s no right answer to that. “Right here? Right now?”
“Why not? It’s just us, the pilots and steward.” He smiles that wonderful smile at me.
“They could hear us,” I thought about my words and quickly correct. “They can hearme.”
Cameron’s lips upturn into a sensuous smile. “I hope so.” He rolls on top of me and kisses me, tasting my mouth and playing with my tongue. My legs naturally open wide for him as if they’re giving him permission to do whatever he wants before I say it.
He kisses down my body, briefly lifting up my shirt to kiss my navel before he begins to unbuckle my jeans. He pulls them down my thick thighs and tosses them behind him. Cameron spreads my legs apart and kisses my inner thighs and rests his head on one as he just stares at my pink panties.
My breath is caught in my throat as I wonder what is he going to do next. It’s like I know what’s coming, but I also don’t know and the anticipation kills me. What is his licking game like? Does he take his time? Does he want to just get it over with? Or is he just a tease?
I quickly find out my answer when Cameron motions to pull down my panties and I lift up my hips to give him access. Now he sees all of me. I’m at my most vulnerable state and he knows it. He smiles at my pussy and licks his lips. “Beautiful.”
