Page 17 of Cookie: Part One
High gates. Cameras everywhere. Tight security. Who would think I would be the most at home in a place like this?
“Alik you are so sweet, you know that?”
“Only to you, Connie...” I wait,beggingmy heart to do something but in lieu absolutely zilch while being in front of such an attractive and sweet man… hell, I’d even take the butterflies I get in my stomach when I’m in the presence of Nadya and Dimitri…but nothing… and I don’t know why but that fact that it doesn’t makes me sad and feel weird…
Because this emptiness I feel doesn’t feel right… I love being with him, he makes me smile, and he’s packing something rather deadly that ALWAYS had me up the wall, but I feel nothing?
And our connection just one day happens to shut off? One day he’s fucking me like he’s never had pussy a day in his life, whispering sweet nothings in my ear and holding me tight. The next day it was like I woke up from a fever dream and our love was a hoax. Suddenly, he was my best friend and not my lover.
It all happened so fast, to the point I just went along with the breakup, but…something deep within feels like thereshouldbe something there. However, no matter how many times I’ve thought about it and questioned it, there’s nothing… almost like he’s slipping away from me and I can’t grip the rope to stop it.
“Connie, I vas zhinking… vhile you’re here, m-maybe you and I could try again?” he asks me sweetly and this time my stomach doesdo something. Not because I’m happy, but because I don’t know what to say.
Something wants me to say yes, but a sharp tug has my heart aching.
Hell, I thought I would go home and hide away like I usually do, but after that… I want more… no Ineedmore.
“Alik… look I?—”
“A movie… hov about just a movie? You and I as friends. Zhat’s not too much to ask for, right?” He takes my hand, kissing it before placing it back on his chest, and I can feel the fast pace beat of his heart… so different from mine.
“Alr…” I pause when I hear footsteps coming in fast.
Thud. Thud. Thud.
Scared, I turn, ready to fight, but Alik stops me when we see Mikhail jogging shirtless.Bro… what the fuck is wrong with this family? It’s like twenty degrees Fahrenheit right now… how is he sweating?
But even if I think they are crazy…heis beyond crazy. My eyes hit every point of him, from head to mother fucking toe and uhm… I squeeze my legs tight.Why is God testing me like this?
His skin glistens under the pale fading sun, the sharp lines of his abs flexing as he slows down, breath steady like he isn’t jogging in the brutal cold. His sweatpants hang low,too low…and fora second, my brain fully blanks out. Just static as I watch his muscular man titties bouncing like some perverted screensaver.
“Alik? Pechenye?” He stops, cocking his head to the side, looking between us, eyes locking on my hand that’s still on his heart. “Vhat are you doing over here?” he quirks a brow, looking at me pointedly.
“O-oh… I was… uhm w-w-we were j-just walking uhm… st-stretching my l-legs,” I stammer, and his eyes go to my legs, then back to my face, then over to Alik.
“Mmm. I see… and you, Alik?” He cuts his eyes over to Alik, who flinches.
“I… I vas walking vit my friend. What of it?”
“Nozhing, I just vas curious since I’ve never seen you out here.”
“Zhat’s because I’ve never had a reason to be out here…” he grits and I look between them, the tension thick.
“Oh… vell maybe you should have a nice jog. Does ze body good.” He flexes and I nearly drool.Yes the fuck it does.
“I’ll take zhat advice into consideration,” Alik huffs and Misha steps closer to me, and I shrink into myself. This man… for fuck’s sake, he’s huge and I just can’t get over it.
“Sveet one,” his smooth voice teases that damn nickname again. It shouldn’t sound so hot, but it does. Everything about him sounds hot. Looks hot.ISin fact veryhot. “It’s good to see you again.”
“Y-yeah,” I cross my arms over my chest, hiding my nipples though there’s no way they would be able to see them under my jacket. “B-but we were thinking about heading in… r-right?” I look over to Alik who comes over to my side.
“Da, vee vere just leaving.” He wraps his arm around my waist.Shit, I wasn’t expecting him to go that far, but Alik has always been touchy feely, so I should have known better.
“Oh, so soon?” Misha asks, stepping closer to me. I smell the sweat on his body and I run my tongue over my lips because I want to lick it off…not my body is having a reaction to him!I step back, heart skipping a beat, pussy throbbing and feening for that big ass dick that felt like it was going to crush my fucking pelvis.
“I’ve… I mean w-we’ve been walking for hours… it’s not soon at all,” I let him know, but my body is going haywire right now.
“But you don’t look tired at all… in fact, Pechenye, you look like you need toblovoff some steam.” He steps closer, reaching a hot hand out against my cold cheek, and I puff out air that looks like smoke in the cold.
