Maybe it was stupid. Maybe it was selfish. Maybe it was reckless. But I didn’t care because I wanted every inch of her to be mine and I wanted to leave her filled with me.
I didn’t need to stop and ask the questions that were important because I trusted her to tell me no for all the reasons one might be thinking. And I would never put her in any kind of harm no matter how badly I needed to feel her.
The moment I slid inside of her, I knew there was nothing that would ever compare to her silky, warm, tight heat. Nothing. It was as if she was made for me. And as she worked her hips against mine, I knew I wouldn’t be able to make this last like I it wanted to.
“Lake, please.”
Her nails dug into my back as her head pushed into the mattress. She fought to keep her eyes on mine as tiny moans slipped out of her parted lips.
All too soon I felt my balls tingle with the need for release.
“Bridge,” I whispered before I took her lips again.
Her heels dug into my lower back as she worked her hips harder and faster against me. I swallowed down her long moan as her pussy clenched tight around me, triggering my own orgasm. My hips continued to work, rolling, thrusting in and out of her, drawing out her orgasm as I spilled myself inside of her.
We stilled, my face dropped to the curve of her neck as my nose buried in her hair. Her scent was mixed with mine and a smile played on my lips as I breathed it in. A strange tangling of sweet lavender and citrus and even a hint of something darker.
There were words right there on the tip of my tongue, but I held them back for her.
And I think a tiny part of me died inside then.
I took the hint when she inhaled a huge lungful of air moments later. I bowed my head as I slid out of her and rolled onto the bed.
She moved without sound, getting up and quickly redressing.
I should have smiled that she didn’t run to the bathroom to clean up. That she let me leak out of her and more than likely, soak her panties.
As much as I didn’t want to, I got out of bed and did the same.
“Thank you,” she said softly, moving in to place a sweet, quick kiss on my lips. “I think I’ll have a hard time forgetting you.”
I let out a choked laugh as she smiled widely at me.
“Same here, Bridge.”
“Well, it’s been sweet and all but I should go before I get a cavity.”
I barked out a laugh as she shot me a super cheesy wink.
“Never change,” I said softly.
“Oh, I can assure you that I won’t.”
She gathered her things and with one hand clinging to her suitcase and the other on the handle of the door, she gave me one last, long look. Her chest expanded with a deep breath as she opened the door.
“I’ll call you,” I yelled out like a damn idiot.
“Like I haven’t heard that one before,” she said with laughter in her tone.
Then she was gone, the door closing, cutting off my view of her as she walked out of my life.
Oh, I was going to fucking call her, that was for sure. Somehow, someway, I was going to make this work. Even if all I could do was keep her in my life at a distance.
Bridget was too damn special to let go.