Not directly, no. But a lie of omission is still a lie.
I knew she’d hate me.
And I hated myself for being selfish just this once. I needed her, even knowing it was probably the last time I’d ever get her. Because I had no doubt that she’d never look at me the same once she found out what I had planned. It wasn’t simply about what I was going to do, it was about denying her the chance to be a part of it. I knew taking away her right to keep her people safe would be something she wouldn’t forgive.
She gasped as I slid inside her with one long, smooth stroke. My hips worked with a steady slow rhythm. She clenched me tight as her legs went around my waist.
When the look in her eyes turned to pleading, I slowed down, rolling my hips every time I planted myself in deep. Her nearing orgasm slipped away and a whimper rolled out of her mouth.
I was going to take my time with her because I was sure it would be the last.
Again and again, I brought her to the edge only to take it away.
When I knew I couldn’t hold back any longer, I started pounding into her with punishing thrusts. Her eyes were wide as she greedily took everything I was giving her.
One at a time, I reached behind me, wrapping my hands around her tall, pointy heels. Her body folded as I pushed her legs up so that I could fuck her deeper.
“Iron.” Her voice was hoarse as she said my name.
My balls slapped against her ass as I gave it to her harder. Her body shook and her arms pulled against the restraints holding them above her head.
Her long moans filled the room, echoing out with desperation. She was close to coming and this time I was going to let her.
“That’s it, Pet,” I said, my voice sounding strained even to my own ears. “Come for me. Soak my cock, let me know how much you love it.”
The moment my words hit her ears, she clamped down hard on my cock. I forced myself to keep thrusting into her as she came. And a few strokes later, I followed behind her, pumping everything I had into her quivering pussy.
I released her legs as she went limp on the bed. My big hands splayed wide on her thighs as I held her open. My gaze went down to where we were connected, taking in every little detail about this moment. My eyes stayed on the image even as I pulled my softening cock away.
Her soft sigh caught my attention and as I raised my eyes, I could almost see the shadow of a smile on her face. Her lids were closed and her whole body relaxed.
Leaning over her, I released the cuffs and took a long moment to tenderly rub her wrists. Though they were softly lined, I knew she’d still be sore from pulling against them like she had.
Then I removed her shoes and stockings, tossing them over the side of the bed. She was half asleep as I moved her under the covers.
“You’re staying,” she stated clearly as I tucked her in.
I stood there for a long moment at the side of the bed. Looking down at her, I knew she would have the biggest piece of me. It would always be hers, no matter what happened. I wasn’t even sorry about it.
I never thought I could love someone the way I loved her.
And I never thought she would let me.
“Iron?” she whispered after I hadn’t moved for a long moment.
“I’m here, Pet,” I said sliding into the bed and wrapping her in my arms. “I’m right here.”
I ran my hand over her hair until her breathing became deep and even. I let myself stay a little longer feeling the weight of her body against me.
Then, when I knew she wouldn’t wake, I slipped out of the bed and redressed.
With one last look, I burned this moment into my memory.
Each step I took away from her felt like I was ripping my soul apart. I could only pray that she’d forgive me but I was never good about having faith.
It was time to take care of business.
It was time to make sure my club and my woman stayed safe.