It was doing something crazy to me. I think I might have whined or whimpered. I wasn’t really sure what that sound was or where it had come from. My head fell back and my eyes closed. For the first time in my life, I gave myself over to someone. I let go… well, let go as much as I could. It was still strange. I didn’t know what to do with any of it, which left me feeling a little unsure about all of it.
“I never would have thought…” he said. No other words came, but I think a part of me understood what he was trying to say. “You’re unexpected, Mi.”
He folded up, and I felt his lips against my neck. I counted each one of the kisses there. My brain needed something to hold on to. Seven. Seven kisses trailed a line up my neck and over the curve of my jaw.
“Unexpected in a good way?” I asked because I was me. I needed it blatantly said or else I wouldn’t really get it. “Like wanted?”
He chuckled against my Adam’s apple right before I felt the sting of his teeth nipping the tender flesh there. Oh wow! I liked that.
“So fucking unexpectedly wanted,” he said, voice so sexy sounding. Then his tongue dragged a line up the front of my throat until his lips closed around my Adam’s apple and he gave a little suck.
His lips were on mine again. I felt the world tilt and spin as he rolled and maneuvered me to the bed. Side by side, we continued to make out. I never knew something so simple could be so amazing. I kind of forgot what had been going on before this started. And maybe that was the point.
My hands had a mind of their own as they slipped under his shirt and drifted over his warm skin. My fingers followed up the trail of soft hair that led to his belly button. I liked the feeling of it against my pads so much that I let them drift down and back up again. His abs were nicely chiseled, and I took my time exploring those too. And his nipples were hard. I liked the way he let out a shaky breath when I flicked my thumbs over them. So I repeated the move just to make sure that was what had caused that reaction. This time, his body shuddered.
“Play with them,” he told me.
So, I pinched them lightly, rolling them between my fingers. Pulling away from his mouth, I watched his reaction. His eyes nearly rolled back into his head as his hips jerked against mine.
For some reason, I liked knowing that I was the one getting that reaction out of him. That I was the only one seeing him like this. At least right now.
“That really feels good?” I asked, tugging on them a little.
“Fuck yeah,” he told me.
Then he was moving. I was suddenly on my back, and his mouth was lowering to my chest. I only had a moment to prepare myself before the pointed end of his tongue flicked over my hard nipple.
That felt…
So good I sucked in a surprised breath.
“Wow,” I breathed out as my body shook.
“This is going to be so much fun,” he said.
Lifting my head, I blinked at him.
“What?” I asked.
“Making you lose your mind,” he told me, mouth curled up in a sexy smile. “I’m so fucking lucky.”
“Why?”
“Because I get to be the one that’s going to make you lose your mind.”
15
Remy
“Because I get to be the one that’s going to make you lose your mind.”
I still wasn’t sure if I’d meant to say that or not.
The last thing I wanted to do was freak him out. And I might do that by hinting at how much this actually meant to me.
I had been close there. It might not have seemed like I was confessing my feelings for Milo, but it was clear that I cared. I cared about him. About making him feel good. About being the first one to do so to him.
And let’s not even joke here. It was very clear that he’d never had anyone take the time to get to know his body before.