Page 63 of Unexpectedly Wanted
“I don’t know.”
“You should show me sometime,” he breathed out against my ear. My body shook, and I tried to picture how that would work out.
“And what would be the purpose of that?” I asked.
“Because I’d love to sit in the shower watching you. I’d love to choke on your cock while you fuck yourself on it.”
I was lost for words and thoughts.
But I did feel close to coming in my underwear.
Shit, that fantasy was hot. Yes, I wanted that.
But not now. I was going to have him. I needed this.
Only I couldn’t exactly explain why.
I threaded my fingers through his short hair and pulled his head back so I could kiss him.
We got lost in that kiss. I straddled him and worked my hips, grinding my erection against his.
“Mi, slow down, baby.”
“Why?”
“No condoms,” he said, as if we hadn’t already established that I couldn’t help out there.
“I read your file. You had a workup two months ago. Have you been with anyone since?”
He pulled away from me, his hands going to my shoulders. I couldn’t read the look on his face. Had I gone too far?
“I’m clean too,” I told him quickly.
“You read my file?”
“Yes,” I said with a shrug.
“When?”
“While you were gone. I just…” I didn’t really have a reason why I’d done it that I could explain. “I don’t know. Are you mad? I’m sorry.”
He must have seen an answer in my eyes, because he suddenly smiled and pulled me back down to kiss him again.
I guess it was okay.
“I need you inside me,” I mumbled against his mouth.
“I haven’t been with anyone since that workup,” he assured me before asking, “You sure?”
“Yes. I think I’d like to feel you come inside of me. It’s something I’ve never experienced.”
His eyes went wide.
Then we were tumbling around in the bed, shedding clothes like we were on fire. He laughed. I smiled. He kissed me. I kissed him back. Things were kind of frantic and my head was spinning, but I didn’t want to stop.
“You’re so…” His words trailed off, and I was desperate to know what he was going to say. He cradled my face in his hands. “I want to hit pause. Let the world fall away while I get lost in you.”
His words were like a punch to the gut.
