She let out a sharp laugh.
“I don’t think you have to worry about that.” She was in front of me now. Her arms slid around my neck, fingers playing with the hair at my nape. Her body lined up with mine, my hard cock pressing against her stomach. “I’m under no illusion that the first time is going to be magical. It’s going to be awkward and uncomfortable and probably hurt. I know that, Chry. But it will be special because it will be with you. That’s all that matters. I’m trusting you. You promised me you’d take it, and I’m not waiting any longer. It’s yours. I’m yours. Always have been.”
Nerves still shook me as I gripped her face and pulled her in for a kiss. I could do this. Iwantedto do this. This was Cat and me, so, yeah, it was going to be great.
“Fuck,” I breathed out as I tore my mouth from hers.
I finished undoing the buttons of her shirt. My hands glided over her smooth skin as I pushed it off her shoulders when I was done. There were her perfect tits, hugged by lace and pushed up together. Hints of her pink nipples taunted me through the lace. And damn, my mouth watered.
My thumbs brushed over her nipples, making them perk up to the point they looked like they wanted to pop right through that lace. I reached for the front clasp and had that bra off in seconds.
“So hot,” I said as I took in her tits. “So beautiful.” I leaned down, capturing one nipple in my mouth and sucking until she moaned. “So mine.”
I walked her back to the bed and spread her out. I took a moment to take her in before I reached for her pants, unbuttoning and yanking them down her legs along with her panties.
Now, that was a sight. Blond hair like a halo around her head. Sexy smile on her face that held a hint of innocence. All her curves and softness bare for me to take in. Oh, and that pussy… fuck! That thin strip of hair covering her treasure, but other than that she was smooth.
Her legs parted, inviting me in without a hint of hesitation. I dropped to my knees and dove in. Her sweet scent filled my nose, and it wasn’t a second later that I had her taste on my tongue.
“Chry! Yes! Please! More,” she moaned out. Her hand was in my hair, fingers gripping me tight and pulling me closer. She’d gotten good at directing where she wanted me. She wasn’t so shy anymore. Then again, I loved eating her pussy. I’d done it every opportunity I could, so she’d had plenty of chances to get comfortable with it.
I slid my finger inside her. Feeling she was slick and relaxed enough, I worked in another, fucking her as she rocked her hips against my movements. She was close. I felt it in the way her body shook with her need for release.
“Give it to me, Sunshine,” I said working another finger in. Even as I stretched her open, getting her ready for me, I knew there was nothing I could do to make it so it wouldn’t hurt at least a little. I wasn’t exactly small, and she was tight as fuck.
Just thinking about getting inside of her had me nearly coming in my pants.
She came, calling my name, her thighs clenching around my head as her pussy soaked my fingers. I licked her until her tremors turned jerky, telling me she was too sensitive. I pulled away and stood up. She watched me through hooded eyes as I stripped out of my cut and draped it over the desk chair.
I kept my gaze on her as I started pulling off my clothes. I wasn’t in a rush, mostly ’cause I needed a damn moment to calm down. Yeah, I was terrified of spilling my load the moment I got inside of her.
“Fingers in your pussy,” I ordered her. “Be a good girl and keep that pussy open for me.”
She gasped, her plump lips staying open. But she did as I said, total shock be damned.
“Fuck you’re so hot. Look at you,” I said, kicking out of my boots and shucking my pants. I ran my hand up and down the bulge still trapped by my boxer briefs. She was biting her lip now as she watched me. “You ready for me?”
“Yes,” she said breathlessly.
There went my boxer briefs, cock slapping against my abdomen as I ripped them down.
As I crawled over her body, settling half my weight on her, I pulled her fingers up to my lips. Then I licked them clean, loving the way she bit her lip as she watched me. She loved that shit, even if it was hard for her to admit. So prim and proper most of the time, but I knew my Sunshine was hiding a dirty girl between those rays of light.
“Need you to put me where you want me,” I told her.
I had to make sure. Had to give her a little bit of control. Had to let her know that this moment was as important to me as it was to her.
The only other person I’d gone bare with was Evan. I’d been as nervous and needy the first time with him as I was now. Since we’d talked about it, and she knew both Evan and I were clean, and that we weren’t ever going to be with anyone outside of us again, she’d wanted to go without a rubber. And though she was on birth control, I was kinda having these fucked up thoughts about coming inside of her and getting her pregnant.
Hell, I didn’t know what to do with that.
Before I could ponder on that a little longer, I felt her hand on my cock. Her fingers were tentative as they wrapped around me, gliding the tip through her soaked folds.
“That’s it. Get my dick all wet,” I said. “Gonna slide into you and it’s going to feel so good.”
“I’m ready, Chry. Please.”
I notched right in her hole, taking a second before I pushed in. Her face pinched with pain as my head slipped inside. I went slow, knowing this wasn’t going to be good for her. But I vowed I’d make it up to her later. Once she got used to taking me, I’d fuck the hell out of her and make her come any time she needed it.