Page 59 of Take My Love
He blows out a breath, crossing his arms and looking down at me. “You’re not gonna get mad or threaten to fire me again?”
“That depends on what it is.”
He sighs, relaxing his shoulders. “Your brother and Maisie were havin’ sex years before I did and he gave me a lot of pointers.”
Gagging, I nearly throw up again.
“I told ya you didn’t wanna know…”
“Oh my God, this is worse than I could’ve imagined!” I fall back on the mattress, pulling a pillow on top of my face. “You’ve officially ruined sex for me. Now I will always think of how my brother taught you how to give me an orgasm.”
“To be fair, he didn’t know you’d be my first.”
“Not helpin’!” My voice is muffled from the pillow but he chuckles anyway.
“Aren’t you glad I gave you a good first experience versus a bad one?”
I throw the pillow toward him. “I wouldn’t have known it was bad either way. At least not until I dated other guys.”
“I’m not gonna apologize for knowin’ what to do and makin’ you come.”
“Well, you should.” I pout, leaning up on my elbows.
“Or you could just let me help you.”
“You wanna be my sex coach, is that it?”
“I can talk you through how to tell your partners what you need in order to finish.”
“That would be too awkward. I know how to do it myself. It takes a while, but I have more patience than the men I sleep with.”
“I suspect they don’t make you feel safe and secure or that you can trust ’em to get you there.”
“Why do you assume that?”
“Do you tense up? Or feel in a rush to get there so they don’t feel bad? Do they tell you how good you’re doin’ or praise y?—”
“Stop,” I blurt, needing his words erased from my brain immediately. “We’re not doin’ this.”
“Friends help friends, don’t they?”
“We’ve been friends for a week, so we can’t go from not talkin’ for years to sex tips.”
“Why not?”
“’Cause it’s weird! Amaya and I don’t even talk about that stuff.”
Bellamy and I do sometimes but she’s only had a couple partners so we usually talk about how much we hate dating instead.
“That’s a shame.”
“I’ve come to terms with my pathetic sex life so it’s fine.”
He raises a brow, then licks his lips as he walks backward toward the door. “Alright, well…if you change your mind.”
“I won’t.”
“Okay.”
