“Thank you.” I wasn’t so sure of that.
 
 “You’re welcome, dear. And please, call me Angela. This Ms. Ketill thing makes me feel old.”
 
 “Then please, call me Lily.” I smiled at her. “Would you like to join me? There looks to be plenty for both of us.”
 
 “I’ve already eaten, but if you don’t mind the company, I’d love a cup of tea before I retire for the night.”
 
 We sat and chatted while I ate.
 
 Not able to help myself, I asked. “So, is there a Mrs. Beast?”
 
 Angela looked stricken for a second before her features smoothed out into a gentle smile. “Jaxon’s personal life isn’t any of my business.”
 
 “I’m sorry that was wildly inappropriate of me to ask.” I smoothed my hand over the table not looking at Angela.
 
 She placed her hand on top of mine. “You didn’t say anything wrong.”
 
 “Thank you,” I said gratefully. “Tell me about your time here.”
 
 Angela released my hand, and after a sip of tea, regaled me with stories about Jaxon’s grandfather and the scrapes Jaxon got into as a teen. She had me laughing before long and wishing I could’ve seen Jaxon at that age.
 
 The night was turning out to be far more pleasant than I’d anticipated. Maybe I wasn’t as alone here as I feared.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 Chapter Eight
 
 Lily
 
 Ihummed to myselfas I walked down the halls of the house heading toward the kitchen. This place was massive. At this point I was keeping a running total of all the lefts and rights I needed to take to get back to my room.
 
 It felt like Pemberley, the fictional country estate owned by Darcy, in the novelPride and Prejudice. I should be in heaven, but the aching sense of dread at possibly getting caught in my lie kept me from fully enjoying it. And on top of that, I missed home. I’d tried reading after dinner to relax, but it did nothing to help me sleep. Most nights I fell asleep with a book on my face, but I was still wide awake at midnight. My thoughts constantly strayed to Dad—hoping my absence wouldn’t be too confusing for him.
 
 Maybe a cup of tea will help.
 
 The faint glow of lights met me when I rounded the next corner and came upon the kitchen. I stopped short just outside the doorway. Being a guest, I wasn’t sure how well my new employer would take to me roaming the halls at night.
 
 Not hearing anything, I slipped inside. The light above the stove had been left on, leaving the rest of the room in darkness. I headed toward the gleaming stainless steel six burner stove, noticing the stark white cabinetry that reached the ceiling, and the pristine marble counter that matched.