Page 17 of The Baby
She was afraid we didn’t have this… and that broke my heart alittlebit.
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Ellie
Iwas turned on.I mean super turned on. I woke up with Jake around me, which was pretty normal but for the first time in months, Iwantedhim.
Bad.
It sounded like he was asleep. I wasn’t sure what time it was—early, before dawn, if he was still in bed. All I had to do was wiggle my backside against his crotch and that would probably do the trick. Jake woke up most days with a hard on. On a lot of those days I did somethingaboutit.
Because remember, me, sort of a horn dog. Now it seemed that those hormones I had read about, the ones that could actually kick a woman’s sex drive up a notch, were here and making their presence known. I was pretty sure I could squeeze my legs together a few times and makemyselfcome.
Only why do that when I had a hot cowboy, who must be massively hard up because he hadn’t been getting it from me lately, in the bed next to me? If I woke Jake up and told him how I was feeling, I was fairly confident he wouldwantsex.
Intercourse (which made my former sixteen-year-old self giggle when the doctor had said it) Dr. Jenkins had said, was safe. The books said it was safe. Logically, I knew all of that. But the problem was if I didn’t think it was safe while it was happening, then it wouldn’t be any fun doing it. Because I wouldn’t be thinking about how good it felt, I would only be thinking. About hurting the baby. About screwingeverythingup.
There was, however, more than one way to skin a cat, and by that I meant get Jake to give me anorgasm.
Although first things first. The man deserved a little oral attention. Plus, if I gave him his orgasm, then he would have to take care of me in some other creative way. It wasaplan.
I rolled in his arms, which had him moving to his back with a sigh. He still wasn’t awake, but if I pulled back the blankets…hello!
Jake’s cock was like my favorite toy. He was semi-hard, and suddenly I couldn’t wait to gobble him up. The last time I tried this it sent me into puke-off central, but there was none of that today. In fact I felt supercharged.
I scooted down on the bed and didn’t hesitate. I immediately took him in my mouth, pushing down as far as I could go before coming back up with a swipe of my tongue attheend.
It really was a perfect penis. Heavy and thick with a broad head. And after three years of worshiping it, I knew exactly what heliked.
“Ellie,” hesighed.
That’s right. He was fully up now, in every sense of the word. His fingers tangled in my hair and I loved that. Loved it when he got so into it that he would start guiding me. Jake was always so careful with me. My protector against the world, but when it was like this between us in bed, sometimes he lost some of that vaulted Jake control. And he would use that hand to push me to take more. To hold me in place while he fucked mymouth.
He was doing that now. Pumping his hips up into me. Fucking my mouth instead of letting me suck at my leisure. I was pretty sure one touch to my pussy and I was going toexplode.
“Ellie, I’m going to come… do you want me inside you? I wanna beinsideyou.”
No, I wanted him here, where I was in control and not afraid of anything. I sucked on him harder and again, for a guy who had gone as long as he had without, his controlwasshot.
He groaned and then I felt the first pulse of his release hit my tongue. I continued to suck on him and he continued to jerk and shudder, and I knew it was good for him because he kept saying my name over and overagain.
When he was done, I took one last lick, then popped my head up at him andsmiled.
“Good morning,”Isaid.
“Fuck me,” he huffed, pulling his hands out of my hair, then scrubbing them over his face like he was coming to terms with how good he felt. “How you got so good at that when you’ve only had one lover I’llneverknow.”
“Uh romance novels, Jake. The great sexual educator. Now it’s my turnright?”
“Yeah, if you give me a few minutes, I think I can make a pretty fastrecovery.”
“I was thinking more… you know, tit for tat. Mouth formouth.”
He popped his head up and he laughed. “Whatever my wifewants.”
I hopped on my back and clapped my hands. Then I took off my pajama shorts. And spreadmylegs.
“Wow,” he said, crawling over me. “Someone’s eager. You don’t want me to play with you a little bitfirst?”
